Chapter 24
May
18th,
2012
Zurich
A
soft cooing awoke Konrad and he looked around, disoriented for a
second, until his eyes found the slim form curled and buried under
the covers, peacefully sleeping next to him. He looked the only
visible raven strands over the pillow and got lost once more in his
thoughts. 'I wonder why his hair is black. Was this Repin's idea or
his? He looks older but more sexy.'
Still
dressed with his trousers and shirt, he sat on the bed and remembered
that Guntram had looked terrified when he started to remove his
clothes and he had preferred to keep them on and sleep on top of the
covers. “Maus,
I'm only here to look after you and wake you up if you have
nightmare,” he had told the frightened man. “I'll sleep on top of
the bed or in the sofa, if you prefer it.”
The cooing transformed into a
inquisitive laughter and Konrad looked at the baby's crib, where he
was standing, securely clutching the railing and looking at his
father's direction. “Dada!” the baby shouted and Konrad took him
in his arms to be rewarded with an ample smile as a small hand
touched his face.
“You have certainly inherited
your father's temper, little one,” he said kindly to the baby.
“I'll take you out for breakfast but let your father sleep for a
bit longer. He's very tired,” he explained while he went out to the
corridor. “I'm sure there must be something for you in the
kitchen,” he mumbled as he closed the door with great care.
“You could also use a change
in your life,” he grimaced when his hand felt the heavy diaper “and
I know the right man for the job; your godfather Goran,” he added
with a smile and the baby smiled too.
'Your brothers are in great
troubles as you are certainly cute. Not even Karl looked so well as
you do and he never interacted so much with people. I will have to
get a tank to keep people away from you, little one. Women are very
foolish nowadays and respect nothing,' Konrad thought as he held his
now “youngest child”.
“Ah Goran, good morning,” he
said regally when he entered in the kitchen and saw the man reading a
newspaper with a black coffee mug at his side. “I believe the baby
needs to be changed.”
Goran looked incredulously at
his Griffin and rose an eyebrow. “The maid left everything in the
other guest room,” he answered and returned to his newspaper.
“You are the godfather if I
remember correctly,” a slightly upset Konrad pointed out,
challenging the Serb with his look.
“I can warm a bottle for him,
my Griffin but that's all I can do.”
“Are
you refusing to obey a direct order from your Hochmeister?”
Konrad growled furiously.
“I don't see your cousin Georg
in this room, my Duke, and this is not the kind of dirty jobs I'm
used to,” Goran answered impassive.
“What
do you suggest, oh mighty Summus
Marescalus?”
“Irony was never your best
trait, my Griffin. We call Ratko, he has four children. He should
know what to do.”
The clicking of some keys was a
welcomed sound as both men realised that it could only be Nicoletta
coming back from her shopping.
The old lady stood in the middle
of the kitchen, holding the two bags filled with baby supplies,
looking in awe at the two men and the undressed baby, still wearing
an obviously very dirty diaper. She mumbled her opinion of their
parenting skills in Romanian and took the baby in her arms, softly
speaking to reassure him that those two brutes will never be in
charge of him again, and that she was going to make him feel much
better with a fresh diaper and warm clothes.
“What did she say?” Konrad
asked once she was out of the hearing range.
“That you are a disgrace and
an incompetent as father. Romanian women have strong characters,”
Goran shrugged. “She will fix whatever you may have broken, my
Duke.”
“Fine.”
“How is Guntram?”
“Soundly asleep. He had some
nightmares but he quieted when he heard my voice. I think we should
let him sleep longer.”
“Indeed. Do you want some
coffee, my Griffin?”
“Back to Griffin?”
“You
will always be our Griffin and next December you must recover your
title as our Hochmeister.
Georg von Lintorff is useless and the Komturen
are losing their patience.”
“I know and I want my title
back.”
“Have you given any thought to
the other issue?”
“We must find a way to verify
all what happened in Russia. I can't believe Oblomov is dead and
Repin must be lurking around.”
“Not that one, the other; the
French Connection. His son and grandchild are here now.”
“Ah, that one,” Konrad
mumbled defeated. “No, I didn't.”
“You can't lock up Guntram in
your castle, sir. Lacroix will come up at any minute.”
“I don't want that piece of
trash near Guntram! Look all the damage he inflicted upon him!”
Konrad roared but kept his voice low as he didn't want to wake up the
boy. “His heart would not stand this.”
“We can't keep him away from
Guntram. By now he must know that we have him. We must reach a
compromise with him,” Goran whispered. “A way to smooth the news
to Guntram.”
“Yes, zombie daddy is back,”
Konrad said bitterly. “The same who sold him to a mobster so he and
his heretic friends could kill his husband while said gangster raped
him every night. This Lacroix is the worst piece of shit that ever
walked upon this Earth, Goran. I will never let him come near my
Guntram again.” Konrad sat at the table with a face that didn't
leave much room for discussions. Goran stood up and served another
black espresso for him and returned to his original place.
“This is not your decision.
It's Guntram's,” the Serb insisted, setting the coffee mug in front
of Konrad.
“Don't you know him already?
Two kind words, a little crying and he will forgive this monster
everything! Lacroix wants to be in the middle and control the
Consort. I will recover my position and I can't have that man in my
entourage.”
“Your solution, my Griffin?
Should I dispose of him? Don't you think he has already considered
that possibility and has something big against you hidden up his
sleeve? Don't you know him already? He's like a tick and has bitten
you in the neck. It will not be easy to remove it.”
“He will suck all my blood up
and drive my Guntram mad.”
“This is why we must contain
him now before he sees Guntram. For his own sake.”
“What do you suggest?”
“Blackmail him exactly as he
did with you.”
“I have nothing against him.”
“Really? Who sold Guntram to
Repin?” Goran asked evilly. “Either Lacroix behaves nice and
obeys you or his days as “Father of the Year” will miserably end.
We also need him on our side and away from the Masons. This man knows
too much but we can't eliminate him as we would like.”
“I could give him something to
keep him entertained and away from my real source of power,” Konrad
mused.
“If you can beat the enemy,
neutralize him as my father used to say. We need everything he has on
us. It's twenty years of top information what we are speaking about.
This leakage must stop now.”
“Don't forget the material he
has on our friends the Freemasons.”
“Indeed, my Duke,” Goran
said with a smirk.
* * *
Goran checked his watch and
sighed. 'It's over, sleeping beauty. I know you're tired but it's
almost two p.m. Time to rise and face the world. I will not have you
here depressed and lurking around.'
“Nicoletta, can you take the
child to bed? He needs his nap,” Goran asked as he picked up a
dozing baby from his white carpet, where he had been playing with
some toys and a dirty rabbit he had with him from before.
The cleaning lady entered in the
living room and took the child in her arms, flashing him a big smile.
“Mr. de Lisle is still
sleeping in the bedroom. Should I wake him up?”
“No, I'll do it. Take Konrad
to my bedroom and put him to sleep there,” Goran answered as he
rose from his sofa, leaving his book aside.
* * *
Goran knocked on the door very
softly but got no answer from Guntram. 'He's really beaten, but he
can't stay there for the rest of the year.' He opened the door and
entered in the room. He opened the curtains and sat on one side of
the bed. 'He looks a bit better but it will take a long time before
he's himself again,' thought Goran. 'The Duke has no idea of what
he's going through now.'
“Hey, Guntram. Wake up,” he
said out loud, slightly shaking the young man by the shoulder.
“You're going to miss lunch too.”
Guntram opened his eyes and
jumped away from the hand who had touched him, raggedly breathing
until he recognised Goran. “Hi,” he mumbled ashamed. 'Why do I do
this now? I didn't do it when I was with John,' he thought briefly.
“Where is Konrad?”
“The old or the young one?”
Goran asked with a smile.
“My baby. What did you do with
him? Guntram left the bed and checked that his son was not in the
crib any longer. “Give him back to me!” he shouted and Goran
sighed.
“He was up at nine in the
morning. He has been playing since then and now he's gone to take a
nap. He had lunch already.”
“You had no right to take him
away!”
“Guntram, calm down. He's
perfectly fine. Get dressed and you will see him. Besides, it was the
Duke who took him away, not I,” the Serb clarified with a dry tone.
“I'm sorry, Goran. I didn't
mean to yell at you. I don't know why I do this.”
“You do it because you need to
feel you are in control again. It's a natural reaction. The danger is
over, the adrenaline ran out and now all your fears come up because
you inwardly know that if you lower your guard to let them out,
nothing will happen. It's an excellent reaction if you're a soldier.
You kept yourself going on during the most stressful times and now,
you can let yourself go,” Goran answered with a compassionate
smile. “Get ready and let's have lunch here. We can visit your flat
later.”
Once Guntram was alone again, he
slowly stood up, feeling very tired although he had slept more than
ten hours. He dressed once more in his old clothes and sighed as they
were two sizes or more too big for him. He left the security of his
room and hesitated about where he should go.
“Ah, there you are. Eat before
this gets cold,” Goran told him getting his head out of the
kitchen.
Guntram silently sat at the
chair Goran indicated and watched how he served some pasta in a dish.
The sense of strangeness once more hit him and he fixed his eyes on
Goran, taking a seat in front of his own dish.
“Something wrong?” he asked.
“I wonder if this is real or
another dream. It's not the first time it happens,” Guntram said
very slowly.
“Happens what?”
“That I think I'm at home. I'm
a schizophrenic and my illusions are always so real. Maybe I'm still
in Russia and you're Massaiev trying to shake me out of it. Perhaps I
finally lost it.”
“Guntram, this is real. You
just crossed half Europe to be here. It's me, Goran.”
“Don't illusions always tell
you they are real?” the young man asked sadly.
“Do illusions grow old like I
did?” Goran said very softly. “This is real and don't be so
concerned about what is sane or not. Who ever told you that the world
was sane?”
Guntram intensively watched the
new silver hairs in the dark shining hair from his friend and the
small wrinkles around his eyes. “It's true,” he whispered. “You
are really here.”
“You also,” Goran patted his
hand. “Eat, it's getting cold and fighting with the microwave is
too much for me. Nicoletta is gone for the day.”
Guntram cracked a smile and
slowly began to eat.
“Why did you say you're a
schizophrenic?” Goran asked once the youth was done with half of
his dish.
“Because I'm one. I have many
of the symptoms and a doctor gave me many pills for it. I was feeling
better with them,” Guntram replied. “I've been sick for many
years but it didn't explode till now.”
“You were under an enormous
pressure, little brother. As if you would have been in a war. No one
can tell you are sick.”
“Goran, I see things that are
not there. I fall into these spells and become like catatonic and I
don't know what I did in the meantime.”
“If this continuous, we have
to consider that diagnosis. I never told this to anyone, so I hope
you can keep me the secret, little brother.” Goran took a sip of
his water to cast the bitterness from his mouth. “When I found
Pavel dead, I went mad with grief and left my men for two weeks.
Ratko and Milan thought I had been killed, but the truth is that I
don't remember what happened during those two weeks. I know that I
went to the forest and I killed the first three people. How do I
know? It's not that I remember actually doing it, but I saw the
photos of their bodies and the technique to bleed them to death was
the same my own uncle Mladic had taught me years ago. This is how I
know I was responsible for their deaths. None of my men could have
done it.”
“Later, I started to see Pavel
standing next to me. He was always looking at me very sadly. He kept
on appearing to me every time I was alone or killing one of the men
who had hurt him. I thought I was finally becoming mad, but it didn't
stop me. I was determined to finish what I had started. Once I had
completed my list, Pavel just disappeared from my life and I was left
with this sorrow. I realised then, that I was not mad, that it was
only stress and grief and I wished I would have been mad. At least,
this way, my brother would have not been gone forever and I would
have not felt so responsible for his death.”
“Goran, it wasn't your fault.
Your brother would have never blamed you,” Guntram said with great
pain.
“Really? I should have sent
him away but I didn't because he had to defend our land like we all
did. He was an artist, yet I forced him to be a soldier.”
“Nobody can blame you for what
happened,” Guntram said, doubting if he should touch Goran's arm to
comfort him.
“I did my best to look after
him and I failed. God gave me a chance with you and I also failed.”
“You didn't fail me. You did
all you could for me. One Colombian said you were looking for me and
that gave me the strength to continue. You're my best friend, Goran.
You're more than a brother to me. Not many would have done what you,
Milan, Ratko and Alexei have done for me.” Guntram's hand finally
rested on Goran's forearm.
“Don't forget Mirko and that
crazy Argentinean,” Goran added with a forced smile.
“What Argentinean?”
“The
former international drugs dealer, Fedérico Martiarena. If I would
have known what he's capable of, I wouldn't have bothered to speak
with the Venetian Komtur.
He can take care of himself very well.”
“Fefo is here?” Guntram
asked with total disbelief.
“No, he's gone out of town
with Mirko for a few days. They will return soon and when they do,
you can see him,” Goran answered. 'Gone hunting a German nanny.
Should be easy.' “The Argentinean was a great help to us and he's
one of us now. Like Ratko, Milan and Mirko. He's the first member in
our group who wasn't born in Serbia.”
Guntram looked at Goran in shock
and slowly repeated the question dangling from his mind. “Fefo is
in the Order?”
“Yes, he's an Executioner. He
will carry out God's will and his hand is not merciful.”
“I never thought that Fefo
could be with you.”
“He has changed and he's a
good friend. We can trust him and he risked his life for you and us
without thinking it twice. His sense of humour could improve and he
could be a bit more polite to people, but we all like him. He was the
one who found Repin's lair but we were late as you were not there any
longer. I should have listened to him and I blame myself for it too.”
Guntram looked at Goran and
returned his attention to the dish, unable to process all the news.
Do you think you could tell me
what happened that night?” Goran softly asked.
“I don't know... I went to the
party and got drunk because I remember to have fallen on the bed and
then, I woke up at Constantin's house in Paraguay. I don't remember
anything else,” Guntram told him. “Larsen was with me, but they
used him to keep me docile. Constantin told me he was released after
we left, but I don't believe it.”
“We never found his body,
Guntram.” 'And we never will, but it makes no sense to tell him the
truth.'
“No? Do you think maybe he's
alive?” Guntram asked full of hope.
“Who knows,” Goran answered
curtly. “We believe he was working for the Masons who attacked us.”
“He was in league with the
people who took me,” Guntram replied. 'I can't tell them who my
father is. Even if he's a bastard, I can't unleash Goran against
him.' “Constantin told me he worked alone,” he said and gulped.
“You still lie very badly,
little brother. Don't play poker with Ratko and I.” Goran realised
that Guntram was well aware of Lacroix's role and preferred to tell
him the truth. “We know your lawyer, Michel Lacroix was behind the
attack and in league with the Masons.”
“I don't understand you,”
Guntram lied once more, confirming Goran's suspicions that Guntram
already knew the truth.
“Guntram...
He came to us and gave us all what he had on Repin. He was very
concerned about you and risked his life to show his face to the Duke.
Perhaps you would like to see him at some point,” he suggested.
“The Duke knows him and tolerates his presence near you. We don't
think he was in league with Repin, just obeying orders from the
Masons.” 'Murdering piece of shit or not, Lacroix is his
father and he always missed him. It's Guntram's decision to see him
or not.'
“I... don't want to see this
man ever, Goran.” Guntram said very slowly once he recovered from
his shock 'So Konrad knows he's my father and has not touched him.
He's not so bent to revenge as I thought.'
“Guntram...”
“He betrayed my trust!”
Guntram shouted out of himself. “I suffered all what I suffered in
my life because of him! Period.”
“I think maybe you should give
him a chance to explain his deeds. Hating him is not good for you. In
a few weeks, once you are feeling better, maybe you would like to see
him.”
“If he comes near me, I'll
shoot him like I shot those two poor bastards,” Guntram said with
a cold voice.
“All right, I will not tell
you what to do, Goran sighed. “You're old enough as to know what's
good for you.”
“Spit it out, Goran,”
Guntram said wit a very tired voice.
“I think we should make an
appointment with your own doctor, van Horn.” Goran changed the
subject. “What you told me about this surgery drives me very
nervous. We should check that everything is in its place, don't you
think?”
“I know it and you are right.
I feel much better than before and without it I couldn't have
survived this.”
“Heart surgery is not
something you do in a back alley. Do you say you were in Austin?”
“Yes, the Austin Heart
Institute, under the name of Fyodor Tarasov and the doctor's name was
Sverdloff. He's well known in St. Petersburg. He owed money to
Constantin. Several millions.”
“We will check that, but I
think it will be another dead end. Don't worry, van Horn will fix
what is broken or not.”
“Goran, this surgery is well
known and I had no problems with my heart afterwards. Not a single
one. I'm crazy, but my heart functions very well. I'll die an insane
but healthy man.”
“As I told you, speak with a
real doctor before you check yourself in at the asylum,” Goran
growled. “Are you finished? We can go to your old flat now, check
if everything is fine and at 5 p.m., you have an appointment with
your doctor.”
* * *
May
21st,
2012
Zurich. Hotel Eden
“Cheer up! You look like you
were just coming from a funeral! Are you sure you don't want another
one? That meat was real good. Almost like an American Steak,” John
gloated, well aware that his companion hated his manners. 'They all
look like the Godfather after drinking a bottle of vinegar.'
“I have an ulcer,” Ratko
growled miserably, asking once more why he had been appointed to
babysit the rude American. 'I should be with Mirko and the
Argentinean. This is more for Milan or even Marko. How could Guntram
cope with this idiot?'
“A big bad-ass guy like you
has an ulcer?” John chuckled like a boy.
“Like everybody else.” Ratko
stabbed with the fork his grilled chicken and greens.
“Are you married?”
“Yes, I am.”
“There you have it. Ever
considered divorce?”
“Married men live longer than
single ones. Besides my wife is not the cause of my ulcer. I work
hard.”
“So do I and I don't have an
ulcer.”
“Good for you.”
“Maybe it's your boss. That
one, the short brunette. He has quite a nasty attitude toward people.
What was his name? Pavi something.”
Ratko had just opened his mouth
to put the American back in his place when he saw the Duke
approaching their table, accompanied by the maître and he
immediately rose to his feet, bowing his head to his superior and
mumbling “my Duke” whereas John watched him with a smirk without
rising from his chair.
Konrad's cold stare was enough
to inform Ratko that he should go away. The tall man stood still in
front of John and inspected him like he would inspect a monkey at the
zoo, taking in his informal clothes although it was more than 8 p.m.,
and the American was obviously having dinner.
“I suppose you're Fedia's
boyfriend by the way your man ran away,” John said with a smirk.
“Sit down, you're not a lady and I'm not going to move the chair
for you.”
Konrad's fury almost reached the
surface but he kept himself outwardly calm as he repeated once more
that he needed to know what he was facing as the details of Guntram's
return journey to Zurich were troubling him more and more. 'I will
not have another Andreas Volker around. One is enough.”
“My
name is Konrad von Lintorff and I am
Guntram's consort,” he said very coldly and took the chair in front
of him, ignoring the waiters rushing to remove the dishes from the
table.
“Right,” John answered. “The
banker. I'm John Althorpe but you already know that.”
'I see now why Goran calls him
the shopkeeper.' “I have come to thank you for your help to return
Guntram safely home,” Konrad intoned very formally.
“Guntram? Ah, yes. I keep
forgetting that's his real name. I know him as Fedia and he told me
several times that the other was just a pen name. It's really weird.”
“His
name is Guntram de Lisle Guttenberg Sachsen and he is the Vicomte
de Marignac. His son, Konrad Goran de Lisle Guttenberg Sachsen will
inherit the title.”
“He was always a real prince,
just as I thought the minute I saw him.” John sighed dejectedly. “I
thought they were only living in the fairy tales.”
“Guntram
comes from a very old family. My own family are newcomers if we
compare to them,” Konrad said somewhat appeased that the man was
not rubbing in his face his past relationship with Guntram. “But
not all aristocrats are like my
Guntram. Many tend to be whimsical and live from their ancestors
glories.”
“Good
to be American. We don't have to pay for Royal Houses ad
aeternum.”
John found funny the tall and impressive man's tactics of drawing the
line. “But you're right, not everybody can look and be a true
prince at the same time. Guntram was generous enough as to show me
so.”
'Maybe he's not a boor and just
needs one good polishing. More dangerous for me. Guntram loves lost
causes. I have to see that he understands that he belongs to me.'
“This has been and ordeal for Guntram but I must ask you a few
questions if you allow it. We are a bit concerned about his mental
stability.”
“I only want to hit my head
against a wall, so join the club, Mr. Lintorff.”
“It is hard to loose someone
like Guntram,” Konrad tested.
“It's hard if you ever had
him,” John retorted. “No, I never had him and I don't challenge
your “ownership”, “dominance” or whatever you want to call
it. I want to crack my head open because all the symptoms were there
and I didn't notice them. I thought he was coming from an abusive
relationship and nothing else. I thought he just wanted to come back
to the first square with you and I was more than willing to pick up
the pieces when you would have thrown him out.”
“So you love him.”
“Yes, but he doesn't return my
affections. He told me so many times. He even apologize several times
for “using” me to come here. I don't think he used me more than I
used him. I should have known that someone like him couldn't be alone
in the world. You win. My mistake.”
“Not many men would take this
so fairly.”
“Sometimes you win, sometimes
you lose. It's not the end of the world and he's truly in love of
you. I will be very happy if he's happy with you for the rest of his
life. He mentioned your name several times, but never wanted to tell
me who you were. He was terrified of something, but I never thought
that he was escaping from a gangster. Did you catch the bastard? I
can't think of anything that could help your people. I saw nothing
out of the ordinary after I met Guntram.”
“I have every intention of
making him happy for the time he has to live.” Konrad said
strangely perturbed at the man's honesty. “I do also love him and
we didn't split on our own accord.”
“It was gruesome what happened
in Buenos Aires. Shorty told me.”
'Shorty?' “I beg you pardon?”
“The Serb who looks in charge.
The dark haired one. Pavilevic” Konrad couldn't help to gape at the
man for a brief second as he continued to casually speak. The “I
thought he was his boyfriend” drove him back to reality.
“Mister Goran Pavicevic has
been Guntram's best friend for over ten years,” Konrad clarified
very sternly.
“Yeah, that one. Shorty.
Anyway, what I was telling you is that you don't have to worry about
me. I'm going back to the USA soon.”
“I only wanted to ask you if
you could describe Guntram's mental state when he was with you. I
understand he suffers from time lapses.” Konrad hurried to say,
strangely unable to cope with the idea of a talk over his kitten
affair with the American.
“Sure, I understand,” John
said affably. “Fe... I mean Guntram, seemed to be weird sometimes
but it's totally understandable if he was kidnapped, drugged and many
other things. Let me see. First, he was all the time looking over his
shoulder and I think seeing things that were not there. When I met
him in the ship, he was running away from somebody. If he came with
me, it was to get rid of someone. Heck, he practically ducked in the
car's floor when we were leaving the harbour. He was almost panicking
every time we were getting out of the hotel. But on the other hand,
he was always pending of his baby and I never saw him neglected of
anything. He was always feeding him first, seeing that he was well
dressed against the cold, staying with him, playing with him and all
the things a sensible parent does. I mean, I know what a “wacko
mum” is as my own one was always high; bringing boyfriends to stay
overnight and making it in the couch where you watch TV. I left home
at 15 and that was my best idea so far. Guntram is nothing like
that.”
“That's a huge relief.”
“The first rule he set? “Never
in front of my child”. John remembered with a soft smile. “It's
true that sometimes he falls into these trances -I don't know how to
call them- but if you shake him, he's back with you. My cousin Mary
was schizophrenic and when she had one of her fits, nothing could
bring her back. Maybe he's just overstressed or with this thing
soldiers suffer after being in combat.”
“Could you please describe
those “trances”, Mr. Althorpe?”
“I'm John. Only my secretary
calls me Mr. Althorpe when she remembers it.”
“Thank you. You may call me
Konrad if you like, John.” Kornad said a bit stiffly.
“I don't know what those
spells are. It's as if he would switch off for a while. I don't know
what triggers them, but they always start when he's alone. Once he
went to put the child to bed and lost a full hour. In Bruges, I went
downstairs to buy a bottle of wine and he had made four or five
sketches he didn't remember doing. He destroyed them the minute I
showed them to him.”
“What were those sketches?”
“Faces of men. I don't know
who they are. He never told me and I asked him several times over. He
was very afraid of them. Sometimes I would ask him something like “do
you like clams? (There are a lot of them in Bruges) and he would tell
me his full fake name and ask me why I was asking it as there are no
clams in Uruguay. More than once I caught him staring from the window
-we had a flat in a fifth floor- down the street. That was really
spooky because he was always insisting on keeping the windows closed.
I thought he was afraid the baby would catch a cold, but once he told
me that he could feel how the cobblestones were calling to him. Do
you understand it?”
“His tutor told him his father
jumped out of a window when he was seven years old,” Konrad
answered mechanically very disturbed and John hissed in pain. “When
I met him, I thought many times he was a potential suicide, but the
symptoms disappeared over the years. He went through a very difficult
childhood and practically had no self-esteem at all.” Konrad said
but wondered why Guntram would be still considering his father's
suicide still if he already knew the man was alive. 'Perhaps this
runs deeper than we all think.'
He cleared his throat before he
asked his next question. “Did he have this lapses when he was
looking through the window?”
“Yes, several. He has some
strange marks in his left arm.”
“He tried to escape his
kidnapper by committing suicide,” Konrad explained.
“Fuck!” John mumbled. “I
swear that if I would have known earlier, I would have brought him
here ASAP.”
“I know, John,” Konrad said
with evident pain. “I'm truly grateful to you because in the end
you helped him.”
“For my own selfish reasons,
don't forget that, but I do want the best for him. Are we OK?”
Konrad looked at him trying to
understand the sentence's inner coherence. “We are OK, John,” he
finally said as he extended his right hand to the man. “Thank you.”
“Look well after him or I'll
kick your ass,” John said and shook his hand. “And I mean it. He
deserves the best.” Far from being offended, Konrad nodded silently
feeling an unfamiliar constriction at his throat. “He's a good kid
because he's a kid no matter if he's almost thirty years old,” John
continued to speak, looking into his eyes.
“I swear over my own children
heads not to repeat the mistakes from the past. My life means nothing
if Guntram is not with me.”
“That's good to hear. I
assumed you were an asshole like me from some of the things he told
me about you. Don't deny it because we are more similar than you
think.”
Konrad's back became very rigid
and stared at the man and he chuckled with a “save me the terror
show. Would you tell Guntram good-bye for me?”
“Why don't you tell it by
yourself?”
“Because you're six foot three
and already willing to hang my insides from your castle's walls?”
John grinned again. “Isn't that what you do in Europe?”
“Not since a long time ago.
It's against European Community Public Health Standards,” Konrad
answered with a chuckle. “Beheading is still acceptable though.”
“Wow. Now I know why we always
have an Englishman or a German to play the villain in the movies.”
John chuckled and Konrad laughed in unison. “Just share one secret
with me and I'll leave you alone.”
“Yes?”
“Do you know where I could get
someone like Guntram? Is there a place where princes meet in Europe?”
“I'm afraid Guntram is one of
a kind. Irreplaceable,” Konrad answered with a sad smile. “There
are no substitutes for him.”
“I was imagining so. No pond
where the frogs like myself can catch a prince like him?”
“Frogs and toads are very
compassionate animals, John. You never know what they could bring
into your life,” Konrad said softly as John looked at him in
astonishment. “But I could give you some advice of where are the
right ponds to find a prince.”
“Really? Well, I'll buy you a
scotch and we can speak longer.”
“The beginning of a good
friendship deserves a Louis XIII at home.”
Thank you very much
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I need help what order do the chapters go in are they all one book please let me know give me a Guide or something. Some are VI, V, and IV and I can never find all of the chapters for either parts. My Email is Ariana7IsQueen@aol.com. I was so happy when I saw that there was a sequel to the book but I can't read it. :(
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DeleteThe very first chapter of TS2 is this entry. From there on you just have to keep reading forward. TS2 is divided into three parts (IV, V and VI) and each part has its own chapter sequence. Hope this helps. =)
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