Monday 31 December 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 18 B



The pool of dirty water spreading over the set of five watercolours was the worst that could happen on an already complicate morning. First Constantin had woken up in a sour mood, probably as a result of his poor performance last night. Guntram sighed and took a rug to dry the water before it would ruin the floor too. He had tried to grab the glass with water with his left hand but the sharp-hot pain had forced him to drop it before he could control himself. His watercolours of the rare birds he had watched in the garden were totally ruined.
He contemplated the destruction and knew they were only good for the trash can. 'Constantin will be furious for this. He's already upset because of last night mess and this will only enrage him more. He was just praising those birds yesterday.” He closed his eyes and continued to dry the table, softly cursing himself for his clumsiness and hating his left hand. 'I should have cut my throat instead of the arm.' The images of the previous night replayed once more in his mind no matter how hard he had tried to ignore them the whole morning.
After dinner, Constantin had been very charming and attentive to him, praising some pencil drawings and Guntram had only looked to the floor ashamed at the florid sentences, ashamed of being the centre of attention. For some unknown reason, Constantin wanted to drink champagne and opened a bottle of Dom Perignon 1966, coaxing Guntram to try it but he had stubbornly refused no matter Constantin or Dr. Sverdloff assured him many times that he was only taking heart medications and one glass or even two wouldn't hurt him at all. Finally, the Russians had given up and drank the bottle by themselves, leaving him alone with his orange juice.
Constantin expected his good mood to be matched or at least rewarded in the bedroom while Guntram felt very sad, tired and suffered a terrible headache. Although their relationship in the bedroom had slightly improved, the youth felt very guilty in the aftermath of their sex. Although Constantin claimed that he wanted to make love with him, for Guntram it was nothing more than sex and the quickest it was over, the better for him.
But Constantin had other plans and wanted to be romantic, something that Guntram hated as it reminded him to Konrad and all what he had lost. He endured as the older man disrobed him, taking his time and kissing each inch of his skin as he was uncovering it. He returned the kisses customarily as he wanted to keep him happy, still afraid to lose his own anchor to the human world. Konrad and his father's betrayals were still hurting him like a open wound and he was convinced that Constantin wanted the best for him. He had the firm intention of forgetting his past and start anew, but the sadness and the feeling of emptiness inside him were overwhelming.
He felt lost and naked.
He didn't know how to escape from the maze of feelings he was slowly plunging into.

Sunday 30 December 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 18 A


Chapter 18


December 22nd, 2009
Zurich
Order's General Meeting

The mood in grand meeting room was sour and the air was electrified. 'What else could we expect from these good for nothing?' Goran thought but said nothing. The associates had simply rejected to go to war with the Masons no matter if their implication on the financing of the attacks against the Consort and Hochmeister had been more than proved. The Order's members only cared about making more money and were afraid of the heretics counterstrike or some loses an economical warfare could cause.
The Komturen with all their miseries had more integrity and honour in one of their fingers than any of the men sitting around the large wooden table. They were not worthy of being there. Instead of understanding the seriousness of their position, they were just complaining about giving 20% of their profits to charity. 2009 had been a year of record profits but no one wanted to contribute more despite the worsening of economic conditions in many European countries.
'I would kill them all if I could,' Goran thought and returned his attention to Michael Dähler's speech. 'Michael wastes his time with them.'

Tuesday 18 December 2012

Merry Christmas

If the Mayans, Nostradamus, a massive solar flare, the Three Days of Darkness, crossing the Photonic Belt, Ashtar, Supreme Commander of the Star Fleet or the Easter Bunny do not destroy our world on December 21st. we should find something to do on the 22nd.

As I was reminded, we should have a Christmas Story. First I thought about offering the possibility of chosing among three stories from the new book; Konrad's first lover and that "flea infested flat in Rome he shared with Ferdinand and Albert"; the "night of oysters and champagne that ruined" Konrad's life or THE Christmas story. Yes, that morning of December 24th, 2001, when Konrad was supposed to be paying attention to the homily in Notre Dame.

As the story, "Under the Sign of the Cross" was scheduled to be published at a much later date, it will appear on Christmas time, following the dates of the tale and disappear (return to its orginal publishing date) when it ends.


Saturday 15 December 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 17


Chapter 17


November 17th, 2009

The soft dawn lights were enough to wake up Guntram from his restless sleep and whimpered when he turned around and crushed his left arm. “Are you all right?” asked Constantin with concern, sitting on the bed they shared. For a brief moment, Guntram wondered how he had gotten into his pyjamas and remembered the horrible previous night.
“No, I only touched the arm,” he said sadly.
“How do you feel today?”
“I'm fine, thank you.”
“No, you are not. Is there anything I can do for you, Guntram?”
“What could you do? Drug me till I die or shoot the bastard I have for father?”
“Guntram, I don't want to see you in pain and maybe he had his reasons to do what he did. Are you sure this man is your father? You saw his grave in Paris.”
“As I saw yours in Smolensk. Why are you defending him?”
“Because I don't want that this destroys you,” Constantin said earnestly.
“I can't believe that the man I loved so much hurt me this way. Everyone I love turns up bad. I must be a real idiot.”

Saturday 1 December 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 16 B


November 16th, 2009

'Why does he need to sleep so much? Sverdloff tells me he has recovered well from the blood loss and is not anaemic. The pain must be subdued with the pills and he has given up any hopes on Lintorff. Is he getting depressive? He was bound to depression when I met him and this rainy weather brings anyone down.' Constantin closed Guntram's bedroom door and walked toward the large bed where he was soundly asleep in the middle of the afternoon. 'He ate almost nothing at lunch but worked the whole morning. He needs something else to do.'
Constantin sat on the edge of the bed and gently shook Guntram awake, caressing his light brown hair when he shifted his position to sleep better. “It's already tea time, sleepyhead,” Constantin tried again and Guntram opened his eyes startled and lost for a second before he fixed his gaze on his captor.
“I'll stand up immediately, Alexander,” he said fearfully.
“Take your time but get up as you have slept for a long time. Are you in pain?”
“No, thank you,” Guntram lied and bit his lips to avoid cringe when Constantin petted his cheek. Mechanically, he wanted to sit on the bed and used his left arm to support himself and the hot pain shot from the tip of his fingers up to his shoulder like as a flash or burning energy, making him whimper before he could stop it. He sat and cradled the damaged arm against his chest and closed his eyes to ignore the torment that was opening his hand or to put any weight on it.
“Angel, take the pills as the doctor suggested. A severed nerve will cause you a lot of pain.”
“No, pills make me do it. I don't want any,” Guntram answered sadly. “I didn't mean to. I swear.”
'I know, but better be on the safe side,' evaluated Constantin. “This not an anxyolitic, just something like paracetamol but a bit stronger. It has no side effects and it's perfectly safe. There is no need for you to suffer.”
“No, thank you, Alexander. I'm doing much better and I promise I will recover all the time I lost after this.”
“I know you will, my angel. Get dressed now and join me at the living room. It's pouring outside and we must remain home today.”
“As you wish, Alexander,” Guntram said, fixing his eyes on the other man's shoes and holding his breath until he heard him leaving the room.
He crumbled against the headboard and sighed in relief once he was left alone. 'Why didn't I do it right? I should have done it differently but I was high and drunk. I'm an idiot who can't bring himself to take his own life.'
But the young man was well aware that keeping Repin waiting was the best way to make him furious. 'I can't be late or he will hurt Soren.' He pushed aside the covers and left the bed, doing his best to hurry. Buttoning up the shirt was challenging and painful at the same time but he had found a way to take the button with the thumb and ring finger and use the right hand to pass the buttonhole. He was grateful that he had been spared to wear a jacket and tie because of the suffocating heat.
Still very tired, he walked through the corridor, watching the tropical rain wash the flowers of the interior garden, its roof opened so they would get some water and fresh air. The lush yellow orchids on top of the medium size tree caught his attention and he lost track of time staring at them.
“Are you all right, Guntram?” Massaiev asked, gently touching his right arm, concerned that the boy was falling more and more into these strange trances when he would just forget about the world.
“Did I do it again? What time is it?” Guntram asked worried.
“Mr. Kuragin has been waiting for you for over an hour. Hurry up,” Massaiev coaxed him softly. 'Since he tried to kill himself he's more and more detached from everything. I fear he will try it once more and this time the medications will not be responsible. There should be something he cares about and brings him back to us.' He watched the retreating form and sighed. 'It's a real pity; he's the best we had so far and not troublesome at all. We should have taken him when he was very young and could be shaped into a perfect companion, but now he's too old and will fight or die in the attempt. The most we can expect is that he learns to behave and that is not an option for the boss. He wants to have Guntram wanting and loving him.'

* * *

Friday 30 November 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 16 A


Chapter 16


November 4th, 2009
Zurich

The sound of children laughter was a welcomed surprised when Konrad entered in the house. He gave his overcoat and gloves to Dieter and told the bodyguard to bring his briefcase to the library before he walked the stairs up, following the sound of feet running across the second floor. 'Eberhard must be having a hard time trying to get them into their pyjamas; they used to do the same to Guntram.'
When he reached the nursery hallway, he was surprised that the laughter had ceased and there was only light at the boys bedroom. Konrad opened the door and found his two sons already in bed with Eberhard sitting in the middle, reading a story for them. “Good evening, my Duke,” he said and rose.
“Good evening. I thought I've heard some trouble.”
“No, nothing at all. The boys were seeing which one was faster to reach the bed. A sort of competition, sir.”
“Very well, good night,” Konrad said and kissed his two serious boys.
“Would the Duke not stay and check their folders?” Eberhard said, cutting Konrad's escape. While the man looked at him in disbelief, Eberhard placed two folders on his hands and simply turned around and left the bedroom.

Monday 26 November 2012

Viennese Waltz

Prater Park around 1960


Viennese Waltz




December 20th, 1963
Vienna

'I didn't leave on my own. She forced me,' Karl Heinz thought bitterly while a young stewardess served him another glass of champagne. 'Marianne was driving me crazy with this year's Christmas party. Over three hundred people invited! She can deal with them all by herself. I have enough.
'Why am I flying there? It's not because of this stupid meeting.
'It's because I want to visit Konrad alone, without interferences, yes, that's it. Gustav is right. The boy shows great promise and we should make it official.
'It has nothing to do with Friederich. It's a simple coincidence that he took the child to Vienna to visit his relatives and show him the city.'
Once more his gaze wandered over the clouds, and he closed his eyes tiredly. 'Friederich has never shown me anything else but respect or friendship. He may still be young, but he's sensible and a very good advisor.
'Much better advisor than Marianne has ever been. If I could, I would
remove her from the Council, but it could cause trouble. She is a Liechtenstein after all.
'And the Council chose a Hasburg-Kassel to be the next Griffin's tutor. It's a clear move. Gustav speaks only good things about him, and he's right. Friederich is a good diplomat, but that must be his Jesuit training.
'So here I am, counting the days till Marianne goes away, hoping to get the chance to be alone with him. Nothing will ever happen between us as he is only concerned about continuing with his religious career. Perhaps, if we both were free, there could be something between us.
'Do I really want to go through it all, again? I still miss Heinrich, but Friederich is nothing like him.'

* * *

Thursday 22 November 2012

Sasha, the Cat


In all his misery, Guntram found an unusual good companion: Sasha.

Sasha is a pure bred Siberian Cat. They are large and massive animals (weight between 4.5 to 9 kilos). "Not your usual kind of cat," according to Constantin and he is right. 


The specimen which inspired Sasha character


This breed is not (yet) very well known outside of Russia, where they were a favourite of nobility, keeping mouses away. In Russia, only the animals with dark shades of fur are accepted for competitions as breeders want to keep their "wild" looks intact. In America, all colours are fine. These cats behave almost as dogs, following you everywhere you go but at the same time their natures are quite independent. They meow much more than any other cats and love to play with water (not the usual kind of cat, I told you)

They love to climb 

Siberian cats grow slowly and they can be considered as babies for the whole first year of their lives. A responsible breeder will advise you to bring the cat home when she is six months old (instead of the customary 3 months old for most cats species) Females are more independent than males and prefer to go hunting than staying in the house. If she wants out, she is out, even if she has to jump from a fifth store. Males are very territorial but love to stay at home and be literally on top of you. Once you have a male cat in your house, the cat will attack any other new pet you bring home. 


Siberian cats are excellent hunters and not afraid of many other animals.

Medvedev’s cat Dorofei meets the Obamas -- Not only does the president of Russia have a cat, but he travels with his cat as well.
Medvedev’s cat Dorofei meets the Obamas.
Not only does the president of Russia have a cat, but he travels with his cat as well.
Dorofei has even an entry at Wikipedia

Saturday 17 November 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 15 B



Something woke Guntram and he looked around in the semi-darkness, seeing that Constantin was deeply asleep, still clutching his waist. With great care, he removed the arm trapping him and left the bed toward the bathroom, closing the door behind him. The bright light hurt his eyes and he felt more miserable than ever before. He had to grab to the marble sink and lean his head against the mirror, to fight against the nausea as the images of his previous actions assaulted him violently.
'I'm a piece of shit. How could I do it? I swore never to fall in this game and I just fucked like a bunny with Constantin.'
His fist hit the marble with full force but the pain didn't alleviate his remorse or fury at himself.
'There's no way out now. I will never see my boys again.'
'I was only number two in Konrad's list and he had enough of me.'
'Constantin will never set me free.'

Friday 16 November 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 15 A


Chapter 15


October 19th, 2009

'Today is my birthday. Happy 27th anniversary to me,' Guntram thought sarcastically and sighed wearily when he realised that the blue paint he was using for the dress didn't match with the one previously employed. He took a rug and started to remove the paint, frowning and crossed at his own clumsiness. 'Since I was fifteen I could keep track of the colours, and now, I have to redo the most stupid things ten times before they are fine.'
'Do Klaus and Karl still remember me? Are they happy with Konrad? Who takes care of them?' He returned his attention to the painting again and contemplated it gloomy. The imaginary woman's portrait was lifeless and he knew it was bad, very bad, no better than a doodle.
“Would you like to have tea now, Guntram?” Massaiev asked from the studio's entrance.
“No, it's all right. Thank you,” answered Guntram and continued to erase the mistake, ignoring Massaiev, but he came forward 'to inspect if I'm working or loafing.'
“Who is she?”
“Maria Magdalena,” Guntram blurted as this was the first idea that went through his mind. 'I'm not creating, I'm just wasting materials so they leave me alone. No, I'm painting before I kill somebody.'
“Really? She doesn't look like a prostitute. She reminds me more of a businesswoman.”
“Maria Magdalena was one, offering a merchandise men are stupid enough as to pay for,” Guntram said defiantly.
“Are we having a bad day because we are a year older? I told you happy birthday in the morning.”
“Age has nothing to do with my mood. This is just another day,” Guntram said louder than before. “Now, let me fix this. Your master would like to see some progress.”
“I see.” Massaiev turned around and preferred to ignore the challenge. 'Punishing him today is useless. He's sore and will close to us much more. He's unlike the others who were begging to get some attention from us. But those were poor boys and this one is a prince. “Should I tell Tania to bring your tea here or do you prefer to have it with me at the garden? It's your chance to go outside.”
'Thank you for reminding me it's you who holds the leash,' Guntram thought darkly but considered that maybe this was his chance to be out for a little while, not locked in the studio or the winter garden because of the rain. “Outside, if you don't mind Mikhail Petrovich.”
'Good manners even if he's losing. “Very well, join me in ten minutes.”

* * * 

Tuesday 6 November 2012

Election Night

Tired?
Nervous?
Unable to cope with the long wait or that anchorman repeating the same thing over and over?

I might have something else for you.



If you check on the right side of the page, below the picture of The Substitute-Book I, you will find a link to read the entire book This one is one of the last beta-versions (not the one edited by Stacey and currently published by Lulu.com) and it's perfectly legal for you to read or download it for your personal use.

I only kindly request you not to upload it into one of those file sharing webpages as that only supports piracy (and it's a felony too). No, I haven't changed my mind about ebooks and all that. I keep the fully edited versions for the published books, but I thought that if you can read TS2 here, you can have the complete TS1 without resorting to dubious websites.

https://docs.google.com/open?id=0B3Z7Wkv7EP9VNW96U3ZIVkcxX2s

Thursday 1 November 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 14


Chapter 14



Ferdinand von Kleist's diary
August 12th, 2009

Goran returned yesterday from Argentina. Empty handed but with a clear idea of the motivations behind the attack. Konrad is devastated and blames himself for a plan that was set decades ago and we could have never imagined. Our poor Guntram never stood a chance; he was nothing else than a pawn at the heretics' hands.

Saturday 20 October 2012

The New Tutor


The New Tutor




March 24th, 1962
Zurich

'The House of Lintorff stands on a frog and an imbecile. Befitting,' Karl Heinz von Lintorff thought darkly as he watched his four-year-old son unsuccessfully trying to hunt a toad in the pond, followed by the ten-year-old lanky figure of his brother, Karl Maria.
The over forty-something years old Duke of Wittstock sighed and watched how the younger child carried the leading voice of the two, even if he was not properly speaking yet, dominating and surpassing his older brother.
'I simply don't understand it. After Karl's birth, I thought it was my fault for being too old to have children, but Konrad's proves the opposite. He's very intelligent for his age. All his nannies say it. Why does his mother dislike him so much? She can't still be upset because I forced her to bear him. Konrad does everything he can to please her, and yet, she never liked him.
'Karl Maria could never be a Griffin. She has to accept it. I gave her ample time to face the truth, up to his fifth anniversary, but she's still too consumed by her love of her first born. Konrad has more of the Lintorffs' traits. Marianne has to understand that Karl Maria is too weak to rule. Konrad loves his older brother and will protect him once we are gone.'
Lost in his thoughts the tall man watched the boys. Konrad was hugged by his older brother to prevent him from falling head-first into the water as the small one was dangerously dangling from a branch to peer among the reeds, obstinately looking for an elusive toad.
“We'll get bread!” Konrad told his brother and the Duke smiled softly. 'Wait a little more before you start to bribe people, my son.'
“Why?” Karl Maria asked his brother genuinely puzzled.
“The toad will come to eat it and we will catch it,” the four-year-old answered as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
The brief exchange convinced the Duke of forwarding his plans.

* * *

Friday 19 October 2012

Happy Birthday, Guntram!

It's finally here! Guntram turns thirty years old!

As I have less money than Konrad, my present is a book; Of Kindness and Compassion in Toads and Frogs. 

Perhaps if he reads it, he will understand many more things about his Konrad... or suffers a fit of jealousy.

The book will be released as paperback ($22,95) or hardcover ($37,95). Because of  one of these unexplainable astral conjunctions caused by Lulu and Amazon selling together, I can lower the price paperback only by 5% whereas the hardcover can be reduced by 25%

No, no e-book and that is final. Traditional publishing has given me more joys than going digital. Nevertheless, I will be posting in the blog one story per month so everybody can read them, and this time, it will be the final, edited version. No betas or epsilons making you suffer. If you start to enjoy them, you can buy the book later. Tomorrow,  the first one; The New Tutor.

There's a coupon at Lulu for saving in Ground Shipping (only for the States, I'm afraid) but Retailmenot, has other coupons at:

http://www.retailmenot.com/view/lulu.com

Monday 15 October 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 13


Chapter 13


July 30th, 2009
Zurich

The boys had literally hit the pillow and slept soundly in less than two minutes. 'How can they be two hurricanes till the last second until they fall dead on their beds?' Eberhard marvelled, secretly glad that his charges were sleeping so fast. 'Being a tutor is more exerting than teaching? Try better being a tutor is like running a marathon every day,' he thought as he closed the folder where were some of Guntram's discarded illustrations which the boys wanted him to use for inventing a story for them. With care he took the folder with him as he closed the door and had to let a long sigh out and lean against the door. 'How could Guntram do this with a heart condition? I've been running after them since 8 a.m and I'm about to collapse.'
He walked in the playroom and set pencils and exercise books in order, noticing that Birgitte had already taken the dirty clothes away. 'Guntram really kept them on a short leash,' he considered as the boys had not complained at all when he had asked them to put their toys away or throw the clothes in the basket. They had only wet each other while they were in the bathroom but nothing else. Klaus and Karl organised in no time their Legos in different boxes only arguing a little over if that window belonged to the white house or to the farm. In the morning they had done their homework and went to the garden with him, bombarding him with questions about the ducks in the pond, testing his knowledge. They had been served boiled fish and they have pouted for a little but finally ate it as Friederich intervened with a “you can have it as dinner if that is more to your liking.”
'My grandfather was more lenient than Guntram, but it saves me a lot of trouble.'

Sunday 7 October 2012

Of Kindness and Compassion in Toads and Frogs




Trailer designed and realised by Higashi


I hope (well, I am crossing my fingers) to release the book on October 19th to "celebrate" our Guntram's 30th Anniversary with style. The book is finished and edited by Higashi, who did a Herculean task fighting against bad grammar at the same time she gave me literary advise. There will be a hardback and a paperback edition. Regarding the e-book edition I am as clueless as Guntram in a bad day; I haven't made my mind up (and would love to have a Konrad to tell me what to do). 

Friday 5 October 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 12


Chapter 12


July 23rd, 2009
Wurzburg

The large Mercedes parked at the entrance of the Guttenberg Sachsen's old residence and the chauffeur hurried to open the back door for his superior, standing firm as he was more demanding than the Duke himself.
Standing at the balustrade the old baron, Udo von Guttenberg Sachsen awaited for his guest, accompanied by his eldest grandchild, Eberhard, leaning a bit on him as his health had significantly deteriorated since he had heard the news about his “grandchild” Guntram's disappearance. 'Why is the Tutor here? We are out since twenty years,' he pondered but kept his face straight when Friederich, dressed in a morning suit climbed up the stairs.
“It is an honour to receive you, Mr. Elsässer,” Udo said bowing his head to to his superior. 'Why was he never named Consort? Everyone knows that he and the Prince zu Löwenstein ran the Order much better than the old Duke.'

Thursday 27 September 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 11


Chapter 11


July 18th, 2009
Zurich

A soft knocking on his door warned Konrad of the time. He fixed his gaze again on the wooden beams and wondered how many times he had done it. The other side of the bed was still empty and he knew it would remain like this. He didn't feel like getting up and only wanted to be left alone with his sorrow. He had had no time to mourn in private and now he would have to do it in front of a hundred people invited for the private ceremony. All of them were good friends of Guntram, but he couldn't face them. Each face would remind him or a particular moment spent with him. Whenever he was seeing Michael Dähler at the bank, he remembered when the man had betted against Ferdinand some money telling that “the Duke wouldn't have a teddy bear at home. The lad must have a lot of character; a small blue eyed Dachs.” Ferdinand's presence brought many images back like when he had pledged his loyalty to Guntram or his eyes brimming with true happiness when Guntram had showed him Cecilia's portrait.
A second knock, louder than before, forced him to face reality once more. “I'm coming, Friederich. Just a minute,” he shouted and left the bed to get ready for one of the longest days in his life.

* * *

Friday 14 September 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 10


Chapter 10


July 10th, 2009
Buenos Aires

“The old trick?” Milan snarled when Goran ordered the four cars to stop in the middle of the way to the estancia.
“I'm getting old to be creative. I leave that to Mirko,” Goran smirked in return.
“Yes, there's no one like the pup to make a mess,” Stefan chortled. “So, do we leave the Colombians just waiting there?”
“Yes. They should wait up there and we will block their exit on this point, where the forest almost ends,” Goran said, showing the map on his laptop. “It's a small valley and it's going to be like hunting ducks. Tell the men not to shoot to kill. I want prisoners. Is that understood?”
“Yes, commander,” Milan answered. “We don't have enough place to transport them.”
“We will use the house. If the locals are giving them a free reign tonight, we also deserve to have a part of it too.”

* * *

Friday 31 August 2012

TS 2 Book V Chapter 9


Chapter 9


July 10th , 2009
Buenos Aires

Pedro hated the situation with all his heart. The news about kidnappers asking for so much money was very strange indeed. Verón also distrusted the new development in the case, against all logics hated much more that the Duke had refused to get the police involved. 'Not that and I can blame him. Lintorff has enough of the locals trying to drive him mad or accusing him of killing Guntram.'
His mobile rang and he picked up as the ID caller showed the call was from a young army captain in the intelligence service. “Hi, Claudio, how are you?”
“We must meet in five minutes. It's urgent. Usual place,” the officer said and hung up when normally his manners were exquisite, according to Pedro. The lawyer sighed and told his secretary to cancel all his appointments for the afternoon as he put his loden overcoat and gloves on.
The café was in an old local, near the Stock Exchange and Pedro liked it with it old ambiance and marble round tables, nothing like the modern and fashionable place his friends loved to go. He saw Claudio, in civilian clothes, a dark blue suit, reading a newspaper and walked toward him, sitting at the table with the easiness and familiarity of former lovers. “Hi, Claudio, I came as soon as I could.”
“Your star customer is in great troubles.”

Tuesday 21 August 2012

TS 2 Part V. Chapter 8


Chapter 8


July 4th, 2009
Buenos Aires

The black Land Rover parked in front of the other four vans where people dressed in paper tissue white jumpsuits were busy downloading equipments from them. Konrad descended from the car and his hand gripped the door till his knuckles turned white. The large, pseudo Gothic crystal watchtower had not a single window standing, as he took in the destruction caused by several blasts of automatic ammunition over the outside walls. He took a deep breath and walked toward the entrance where already four men were working looking for lost shards.

Saturday 11 August 2012

TS2 Part V Chapter 7


Chapter 7


June 22nd, 2009
Buenos Aires

The three men sitting around the conference table at Konrad's suite bore stern expressions as the old lawyer read the simple paper, written in Spanish and decorated with many stamps, that had arrived in the morning.
“Although the translation for declaración indagatoria is “unsworn statement” it really means that the prosecutor is already considering you as a suspect. Most probably you will be charged of something during your testimony, my Duke.” Verón explained Konrad after he read the simple paper, left in the morning by a clerk. “The good thing is that they're giving us enough time as to prepare ourselves and read the case. We are finally in.”
“Am I accused of something?” Konrad asked in shock.
“I don't know so far. My team will start to read the prosecutor's investigation. Good news is that I got rid of the original judge -he is very good friends with Martínez Estrada and I accused of prejudgement as they were partners in 1992- and we have now a serious woman, with a real career in the judiciary system. Maria Helena Posadas was a very good student of mine and a great teacher in my cathedra. She's a fair woman but you have to tell me everything in advance. Surprises are very bad in this business. Why would the prosecutor accuse you of anything? Were there any troubles between you and Mr. de Lisle?”

Sunday 5 August 2012

The Chosen Story


Monopoly



September 2005. Thursday
Zurich

The hands placed over his eyes, made Guntram giggle. “How old are you really, Konrad?” He grabbed the hands and kissed the fingers with tenderness.
“The idea is that you are surprised and take your time to guess who it is,” the man said but quickly bent his body over the crouched man on the floor to kiss him deeply under the astonished and curious looks they received from their children.
“Konrad, the babies,” Guntram said a bit shocked, quickly looking at his eighteen months old sons. “You're early.”
“I'm playing the ant,” Konrad said very proudly. “At forty-seven.”
“You are a dangerous rebel indeed,” Guntram joked. “Can I do the same?”
“No if you want to be able to sit during the next week,” Konrad smirked. “How is the University going by the way?”
“Konrad!” Guntram whined.
“It's a simple question.”
“Fine,” the young man grunted sullenly.
“You still need to practice a lot more, Guntram. One word sentences are the top in the human art of communication. Your “fine” should had come out a bit drier and commanding.”
“Impressive lecture, Konrad,” Guntram answered softly, hoping to divert his attention from the topic.
“Anyway, I already saw your preliminary grades. Good work.”
Guntram had to take a deep breath before he would have expressed his opinion on Konrad's “constant meddling” with his own school life. 'My lawyer was a hundred times better than him. He only wanted to know if he had to pay for any extra tuition or not.' With a forced smile he said ironically, “I'm glad you approve of them.”
“Indeed,” Konrad replied in a haughty tone, calculated to make Guntram smile at his tactics. “But there was a good reason for my “constant meddling” as you call it.”
“Which is?” Guntram asked as he buried his smile in his love's chest, giving him a light hug as the boys looked at them again.
“Checking that they were fine, and that you didn't need to study this weekend.”
“No, I don't. I'm just finished with the first round of exams.”
“Then, I have a surprise for you and these two gentlemen,” Konrad answered with a smile. “We fly away tomorrow at dawn.”
“Don't you have to work?”
“Yes, but I can finish everything in the plane.”
“Where are we going?” Guntram asked almost dying of curiosity, but quickly removing a toy from Klaus' mouth before it was chewed into nothing.
“Surprise. Curiosity killed the cat, Guntram.”

* * *

Wednesday 1 August 2012

TS2 Part V Chapter 6


Chapter 6


June 28th, 2009

The sunlight woke Guntram and the arm laced across his waist killed his hopes that all had been a nightmare. He was in Constantin's bed and he also wore no clothes. The images of the previous night assaulted his mind and he remembered how he had kissed him back and how he had moaned under him. 'I'm worse than a whore. Konrad will never forgive me this. How could I do it? Just for a fix? Lord, I'm a piece of shit.'
“It seems we have company, angel,” Constantin interrupted his musings, chuckling before he started to caress again his boy. “You should name it.”
Guntram gaped at him dumbfounded until his eyes found the kitten, sleeping on the farthest corner of the large bed, curled like a ball. To hide his embarrassment, he sat on the bed, grimacing a bit at the pain that shoot up through his spine, and touched the furry animal, waking it up. It stood on its four legs and stretched its back before it purred and jumped out of the bed to become distracted by the long curtain tassels. Guntram smiled weakly at the sight and only gasped when Constantin kissed him on the cheek.

Thursday 26 July 2012

London Calling


I have to confess that our Konrad is a "gatecrasher". His house in London belongs to someone else. 

The property Guntram fell in love really exists in London. It is the House and Studio of Luke Fildes, at the 31 (formerly 11) Melbury Road, Holland Park.The house was built in 1875-1876 for Sir Samuel Luke Fildes in the Revivalist Queen Anne Style by architect Norman Shaw. It had a large studio in the first floor in which Edward VII had his portrait painted.This neighbourhoood was the gathering place of the Victorian artistic colony at the time.

Photograph by Jacqueline Banerjee

Friday 20 July 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 5

Chapter 5


June 21st, 2009
Buenos Aires

'I hate this country. If I could, I'd wipe it out from this Earth,' Konrad thought and sighed, unable to read the urgent documents left in front of him by Ferdinand.
“When does the lawyer, Lanusse come again?” he asked, throwing the folder over the large table both men were sharing in his suite.
“Tonight at eight if he doesn't strangle Guntram's lawyer in the meantime. They hate each other. I simply don't understand why this man is boycotting every effort we make. He's like Guntram's stepfather; he should be the first person who wants to find out the truth!” Ferdinand said desperately.
“Is he? I believe in Lanusse's allegations more and more. He is the only one who has done his best to get the police records and used all the contacts he has in the border patrol service to get an account of the planes leaving that night.”
“All fruitless so far. No local workforce was used in this. Goran and Jimenez bribed almost everyone in the secret service and nothing so far. All clueless. Why is Lanusse so interested in this?”
“He knows Guntram since 2000. They attended the same school and Guntram's old flat was in the building of a friend of his. I'm convinced our lawyer fell in love with Guntram but never had a chance, and he still is. He is a decent man with bad luck.”
“Please, not everybody was after Guntram!” Ferdinand snorted. “I was not!”
“Friend of the neighbour; the hairdresser.” Konrad pointed out, rising an eyebrow.
“I see. Poor man,” Ferdinand mumbled and returned to his papers. “Tomorrow we have the meeting with the tutor.”
“I know and this is why I want a good briefing from Lanusse before we consider to make him part of our investigation.

* * *

Thursday 12 July 2012

Mr. Kuragin's Residence


Imaging Constantin's house was a bit challenging for me. The residence, designed and built by Constantin himself should accurately represent him and how he plays his game. A property that was deceitfully simple, modern, open, of an excellent design, but at the same it was a jail without bars.

I chose the jungle scenario as background as the rain season (October to March) or the forest itself are a good deterrent for any kind of escape. My own experience in the area (yes, I was there some 20 years ago) was that it rains cats and dogs regardless of the month. The heat (or wet cold in winter) are difficult to deal with for the people not used to it and for a person with a heart condition is almost suicidal to be out on his own. The armed guards, under such conditions serve more to stop any attack from the exterior than to prevent a person to escape. The bars are invisible but ever present as Guntram soon realises.

What most attracted me of Constantin's house was to play with the idea of an open and wide space like the contemporary octagonal house set against the oppressive ambiance of a jungle. A concrete and glass (bulletproof, of course) house of a simple, elegant, practical design that can withstand almost everything; just as our Russian boy is. As we will find much later, the land was bought in 2005 and the house construction started in 2006 when Constantin began to plan his “retirement”. Nothing has been done in a blink and as usual, he takes his time to plan all his moves and patience and intelligence are his main virtues.




The house was insipired in this one. You can find more pictures here:

http://www.positivelybeauty.com/living-in-the-jungle/











Some pictures of the land where the action takes place (Not telling the place for not ruining the surprise to the people who had not read the full book yet)



Friday 6 July 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 4

Chapter 4


June 18th, 2009

Four or five days had passed in confinement and Guntram was on the edge of his nerves. Outwardly, he looked sad but composed, but inside, he bore a murderous rage against his jailers and against himself for being so stupid as to believe Repin's lies. The frustration was building up with each passing day. Although he was not locked in his room and was allowed to walk through the house; to the interior garden, the dinning room or to a small atelier where he was supposed to paint, Massaiev was with him all the time, making sure he “behaved” and swallowed his pills. He was sure the drowsiness he felt on a permanent basis had nothing to do with his heart failure; the medications were responsible, but the doctor blamed it on the wet and slightly hot weather.
Guntram had no idea of his whereabouts. Not even the continent. He couldn't identify the plants around or the colourful birds he had seen through the windows. The river meant nothing to him and the servants spoke only Russian. There were some armed guards around the house, but the dense jungle was enough deterrent. He had seen a small muddy road, but to obtain a car he would have to fight with several of the Russian apes.
Constantin behaved very civilised, trying to engage him into small talks about art or his latest project with Coco's -'how can he know about it?'- or the few sketches of some plants he had made to keep Massaiev off his back. Guntram felt like dying every time Constantin caressed him languorously or tried to embrace him. He had shown his disgust and contempt, but the Russian didn't care at all, and kept on with his advances.
The first time Constantin tried to kiss the boy, Guntram pushed him away and Repin lost his patience, almost breaking his left fingers when he bended them in retaliation. Guntram spent the rest of the afternoon locked in his bedroom with his hand wrapped with an ice pack. His caretaker told him that he should better apologise or the Swedish prisoner would pay for him. Guntram didn't believe him until he was taken, with several brutal pushes, to an underground cell he had no idea that could exist in the house. Without any natural light, Soren Larsen laid in the floor, dirty and severely beaten. “That's nothing compared to what we could do, child,” Massaiev whispered in his ear as he gaped at the prone form. “Think well before you do anything.”
Guntram apologised to Constantin that same night and let him kiss his cheek and embrace him, dying on the inside, while he made the effort to keep his frustration and rage tears at bay. 'Konrad threatened and raped me, but he never did something like this.' Since that night, Constantin came to sleep to his bedroom and informed him that once he was “less wild” he could move to the master bedroom with him. Guntram was well aware that the only thing preventing his jailer to have sex with him was the doctor's recommendation of two weeks bed rest. He feared what could happen when the grace period was over.
Guntram was desperate to escape but he had no idea of how.

* * *

Monday 25 June 2012

The Creative Process


The Creative Process



December 20th, 2007
Zurich

'A lady never makes a mistake...'
'A lady never makes a mistake...'
'A lady never makes a mistake...'
'A lady never makes a mistake...'
'A lady never makes a mistake...'
“But I see no bloody lady here!” roared Guntram as he smashed the red sable brush against his palette.

Friday 22 June 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 3

Chapter 3


June 12th, 2009

Guntram woke up once more in the large bedroom assigned to him. Sleeping next to him was Constantin and he almost jumped out of the bed in shock. 'No, he's Alexander now, how could he do it? He left everything behind, even his own children! He's totally crazy! Exactly as Konrad told me he was.'
“Did you sleep well, angel?” Constantin's voice startled Guntram and he fixed his eyes on the man, laying on his side with his head supported by his hand. Even in pyjamas, the youth knew he was more dangerous than Konrad had ever been. “Do you like your bedroom?”
“It's very fine, thank you,” Guntram replied automatically and the man laughed.
“That's something I like very much from you. You never lose your temper or manners no matter in which situation you are.”
“Alexander, let me go please.”
“You will stay here.”
“Do you plan to put a gun on my head till I say 'I love you'?”
“No, that's too brutal and vulgar for my taste. I leave such practices for dealing with my former partners. I'm clean now. No more illegal business or inflicting pain upon other human beings, Guntram. Just as you wanted.”
“You can't keep me who knows where against my will!”
“You will be willing to stay once I tell you a few things Lintorff forgot again to explain. After breakfast, dear, and then Massaiev can show you around.”

* * *

Friday 1 June 2012

TS 2 Part V Chapter 2

Chapter 2


June 10th, 2009
Buenos Aires


The call from Mayer, Konrad von Lintorff's CEO for Latin America, shocked the forty something years old Argentinean lawyer. The news were disturbing indeed. Once more he left his desk to pace around his office and look from the crystal skyscraper down to the river and the newly built in just a few years neighbourhood; a direct result of the large foreign investments and commodities rise over the past decade.
Pedro Antonio Lanusse had never forgotten Guntram. He remembered the youth, coming from his same school and living next to his friend George. Pedro had fall for him hard, but Guntram had showed no interest in him. 'As if the love of your life would be also gay and willing to start something with you,' he sighed.
Many years after their first meeting, he couldn't forget him and he was still in shock, unable to believe that such a sweet creature could have been crushed in such a brutal way. 'Maybe he was kidnapped. The Duke has a lot to money and that's the more logical thing to assume. We have to wait, but this is very strange. Why someone would go after him? Lintorff made many investments and a generous contribution to the campaign.'
His secretary announced the arrival of Dr. Juan Martín Verón. Pedro remembered him from his time in the University when he was just a student and he a professor. Pedro rose to meet him and shook hands with the very old man, who left his cane next to his chair.
“My assistant was already speaking with the prosecutor. The police is baffled as we had never seen anything like this before. This looks more from Colombia or Mexico than here. So much viciousness!”
“We must keep this out of the press.”
“It will be impossible, Pedro. The police officers who were there asked for a whole week leave after seeing the crime scene. The judge has already called the anthropological forensic team. The morgue is full with the domestic service and the parts that were still recognisable. Tell me, who are these people?”
“The lands owner is a very rich banker. I legally represent him here since 2000. He owns several hedge funds, industries and insurance companies. All clean, if that's your question. Very old money from Germany and Switzerland.”
“Could it be something political?”
“I don't think so. He paid his share and is slowly leaving the country. He prefers Brazil and has several billions invested there. Lintorff only bought lands in Argentina.”
“What about the victims? According to one of the gardeners, the Duke's “friend” was there with four foreign bodyguards.”
“I know him from my school time. He is a good person: An artist and the house belongs to him. They have been together since 2002 and Guntram is his children's tutor and guardian of estate. I would put my hands in the fire for Guntram.”
“Very strange indeed. Do you also say that the boy's tutor is Martínez Estrada?”
“Yes, that's true.”
“Bad news, Pedro, those are very bad news. Martínez Estrada has been involved in every mess this country suffered for the past thirty years. I know him well and he's not good. Lots of political connections as well with the low spheres. A former guerilla member recycled into a law abiding citizen.”
“Like many in this government, sir.”
“Pedro, this is going to be a headache for all of us. Resign now that you can. Martínez Estrada's people are not good and he was already pressing the prosecutor into investigating our client's way of life. He wants to get Interpol in the middle! At this point of the investigation! He is accusing this banker of money laundering and saying that this is a payback like the case of those idiots trying to cheat the Mexicans with the ephedrine; the ones who were executed two months ago, if you remember it.”
“I'll go higher than Martínez Estrada, Juan Martín. These lefties can believe they are in power but this is just temporary. Many people I know are losing their patience with them. Can you counterbalance him?”
“Officially yes, unofficially he controls part of the police and you know it. Was the boy his ward?”
“Yes, a very strange coincidence indeed.”

* * *

The Duke had preferred to stay in a hotel downtown, the Alvear with a very strong security net around him. The three upper floors were rented under his name and Juan Martín Verón wondered how much it could have costed to do it with such short notice. After he and Pedro were double checked, a very stern foreigner man took them to the living room where the Duke had another four men with him.
“I'm deeply sorry for your loss, your Grace.” Pedro started the talk after the introductions. “Professor Verón is one of most respected criminologists in Latin America and he has agreed to take over the case.”
“Thank you,” Konrad said curtly. “Your results?”
“Officially we have no results because of judicial secrecy. My people has spoken with the prosecution employees, off the record of course and obtained copies of some documents. I have also people to control the leaks to the press, but it will be almost impossible to prevent people from speaking. The authorities are working diligently but the lack of resources makes things very slow. They have identified the bodies of all the servants and four of the security personnel. The others remains might take more time as the divers are recollecting evidence and the anthropologists have not much hope. We will have to run DNA tests on each one of them and that can take up to six months.”
“Six months?” Konrad asked dismayed.
“That's the normal processing time for such samples. They have to be organised, sent to Virginia to be processed and then, the documents must be officially translated. A minimum of six months, sir,”
“Can it not be done in Europe?”
“Before I could act, Dr. Martínez Estrada, Mr. de Lisle's former legal tutor presented himself for the private prosecution, requesting the judge to authorize the FBI participation in the investigation. He also got support in his plea from the Buenos Aires Security Minister. They are pressuring the coroners to have them ready in two weeks. I have decided not to represent Mr. de Lisle because Dr. Martínez Estrada refuses to cooperate with me. I will represent therefore Mr. Heindrik Holgersen with his family's authorization.”
“Can you tell us what happened?”
“The reconstruction of the facts is still not clear. We believe by the time of death of the bodies, that the attack took place around 3 a.m of Sunday. It was swift and brutal. Only in the living room there were about 176 caps of 76,2 x 51 NATO.”
“Assault rifle?” Goran said from his corner.
“We think it was FAL. There had been several robberies to military installations in the past months. We believe that the servants were killed on their beds with a 33 and dragged out of the house. As for your men, it's impossible to tell anything yet.”
“What about the master bedroom?” Konrad asked very softly.
“There are no signs of struggle there. Nothing at all sir. The bed was used, but no blood traces at all. My client's room, I mean Mr. Holgersen's was quite different and according to one of the techs, he might have been hurt and still presented battle. They found two other different blood types there and enough blood and brain mass as to think they were mortally wounded.”
“Could he have escaped?” Ferdinand asked.
“I don't know, it's a possibility or he could have been taken too. A kidnapping but no one has asked for a ransom. Someone landed a Cessna 500 metres from the house. The police is raking the area,” Verón explained the bewildered men. “Officially we know nothing and the police investigates this as a robbery followed by death, not even murder.”
“The bodies identification will take a long time, sir and this is the most important thing to do in the moment. The bone samples are no larger than three or four centimetres long. So far, all the local guards had been accounted for by their fingerprints. We believe that the attackers started by your people and continued with the others, in a clear working order. The bodies were mutilated and frozen before “processing” them with the wood-chopper. The police found the tools and the plastics used to contain the blood loss. It looks like the work of a professional task force, nothing from common criminals. I've seen the work of many of our local gangsters and we have nothing of the sort. On top there is a lot of pressure from the local politicians -and Mr. de Lisle's lawyer is the worst- to sweep all this under the carpet. A few months ago, three managers of a chemical company were kidnapped and shot in the head. Their bodies were left in a very notorious place. During the murder investigation, the prosecutor found links to the Sinaloa Cartel as the victims were only exporting ephedrine to Mexico and the products were adulterated. One of the victims was one of the main funders of the presidential campaign in 2007. You can imagine that our politicians and government don't want another scandal like this. Martínez Estrada is already telling many people that you, my Duke, are somehow involved in money laundering.”
“When can we make an inspection of the place?” Goran asked, breaking the dense silence in the room.
“When the judicial secrecy is lifted. In two or three weeks, not before. The families will recover the bodies after the autopsy reports are finished, in three days.”
“See that the families have everything they need, including legal representation from your firm,” Konrad said.
“It will be done. Thank you, sir. I will have more information in a few days more, but I will suggest that we hire some intelligence people for this. The local government is doing its best to muddy the investigation.”
“I have spoken with some of my old contacts in the secret service and they are willing to assist us, sire.” Pedro said. “I believe the authorities will not cooperate with us and we might need to use our own resources.”
“Why do you believe so?” Ferdinand asked, his blue eyes piercing the lawyer's brown ones.
“This person, Martínez Estrada was a former guerilla member involved in the kidnapping of many well known industrials. He was accused of participating in the bombing of a military base in the north of the country. He was arrested and questioned by the Army, but he managed to escape to France where he lived as a political refugee. He returned to the country in 1985 and worked for the Peronist Party, entering in the Judiciary system because of his many political contacts. He was appointed judge in a very irregular process and has helped many politicians to avoid prosecution. Now that the former Montoneros are in power, he's very close to the Security Minister in Buenos Aires and the Defence Minister and I can tell you that both of them were together in the same subversive organization. He has been undermining Professor Verón's work since we arrived,” Pedro told very heatedly.
“What reasons could he have to attack Guntram?” Ferdinand asked puzzled. “He was his legal tutor.”
“I don't know, but don't trust him.”

* * *

Very late at night, Ferdinand knew instinctively that now it was the time to stay with his friend. Konrad had been like absent since they had spoken with the lawyers while Goran was on a warpath, investigating all the members of the team that had been with Guntram. 'It's an inside job and I will kill the one who did it.” The Serb had disappeared with the locals and Mayer, and no one knew where he could be.
Ferdinand walked toward the sofa where Konrad had been sitting for more than two hours with his gaze fixed on a corner of the room.
“You should eat something. You had nothing since Zurich, Konrad.”
“I'm not hungry, Ferdinand. I can't believe it. He was fine, came here for a wedding and now he is gone.”
“We don't know that for certain. Remember, no struggle signs in his room. Most of the bodyguards were killed on their spots or beds. The security recordings have disappeared. Maybe they took him and will demand something big from us.”
“I only asked God to let me die at his side, but he didn't grant my wish. I wanted to look after him but I pushed him away! Don't you understand Ferdinand? He could be at his flat painting or reading if I would have been less bossy or jealous. I took the boys from him away and he left the country heartbroken! I never meant to hurt him so much! I only wanted him to think about it and come home!”
“Konrad, what happened is not your fault.”
“I will not even have a body to bury in our vault. Nothing at all. They tore them into pieces and dumped into the water!” Konrad couldn't refrain the tears any longer and Ferdinand bent his head and clutched his friend's hand strongly, letting him cry as much as he want.
“We have to think what to tell your boys, Konrad,” Ferdinand said when the sobs quieted and his friend dried his eyes with a handkerchief. “The truth is out of the question.”
“We don't even know the truth. Maybe he's alive as you say.”
“Maybe.”
“Perhaps they want something from me.”
“Konrad, Guntram's heart couldn't have resisted the stress of such an attack.” Ferdinand said even softer than before. “The doctor was against him flying to Argentina.”
“I only hope that it was fast and painless death for him,” Konrad said but Ferdinand couldn't support it as the nightmarish images kept replaying in his mind.
“I was thinking that we should give the kidnappers a week time and then tell the children that he had a car accident. Of course we will continue to look for him, but you have to give them a closure, Konrad.”
“I can not tell my boys that he's dead because I don't believe it myself!”
“What do you want to do? Tell nothing and say he will come back one day? To hope they will forget him?”
“I don't know.” Konrad said dejectedly. “The main bedroom was fine.”
“Maybe he wasn't sleeping there, Konrad,” Ferdinand said with evident pain in his voice. “You know him, he never considered the house as his.”
“They should analyse all the blood stains in the house.”
“I doubt they will.”
“Our teams, our labs and our experts. Tell the lawyer to press for the police to vacate the house. We have to enter now.”
“Konrad, it will not be so easily. The stains fade.”
“Speak with Strauss at the Krimminal Polizei. He should be in charge of the investigation. Goran trusts and works well with him. Tell him to have a team ready in ten days and they should come here. Give him everything he wants. Unlimited funding, Ferdinand.”
“Very well, Konrad. I'll speak with Alrick Wallenberg too. Heindrik's father is coming here, too.”
“Poor man. No one should bury a son. God gave Guntram to me and took him away for my sins.”
Ferdinand didn't know what to answer or how to comfort Konrad, so he stayed next to him, also lost in his memories of the young boy he saw in a Venetian museum, dressed like a punk and cross to have Konrad stuck to him like glue to a stone. 'Of all people I know, he didn't deserve it. Not him.'
“Last time we were in Buenos Aires, I was staying in this room also and the children sleeping in the adjoining bedroom. We were at odds. That day I had meetings and he took them to the zoo. When I returned, I saw him and the boys building something but they didn't realise I was here. I just stayed there, looking at them and praying God for a second chance. He gave it to me and I ruined it because of my own jealousies and insecurities. Therefore He took him away. Angels don't last long in this Earth, my friend.”
Ferdinand could only nod, bracing himself for a very long night.