Chapter 17
April
25th,
2012
Moscow
The piercing howls from his son,
woke Guntram up and he looked around disoriented for a brief moment.
He was not in Siberia any longer and nothing had been a dream as he
had feared it would be. He bit his lips to prevent the laughter from
escaping once more as the shrieking sounds of a furious baby,
returned him to reality.
“I'm coming Con...” he said
and realised that there was no need to call his son by his false name
any longer. “Right away, Konrad,” he said for the first time his
name out loud, feeling an exhilarating happiness in his heart. He
winced a bit at the pain in his back, stiff from sleeping on a chair,
but dashed to the bedroom where his child was crying at top of his
lungs. He picked him up and squeezed him against his chest and
caressed the soft head to calm him down. “I'm sorry, Konrad. Papa
was asleep. I'll get you something to eat very soon,” he said,
feeling very guilty because his child was hungry once more and this
time was entirely his fault.
“Dada!” Konrad shouted, glad
to see him, his earlier malaise completely forgotten at the sight of
his father. He smiled broadly and buried his head on Guntram's
shoulder.
“You're too good to me,”
Guntram whispered, still feeling guilty, no matter if the child was
not upset at all. “First, you need fresh clothes. These are very
dirty.”
Calculating that his son good
moods would not survive a bath, Guntram decided to only clean him and
change his nappies before dressing him with new clothes. With
practised ease, he laid a towel over the bed and put his child on top
of it, using his left hand to prevent him from rolling over it, as he
loved to do. In less than a minute, he undressed and cleaned his son,
getting him dressed with the beige corduroy trousers, shirt and red
sweatshirt that he had found in one of the bags. The soft leather
shoes included fitted him very well and Konrad seemed to be happy
with the clean and warm clothes.