A Birthday Celebration
November
19th,
1997
Zurich
‘Not
everyday one turns forty,’
Konrad thought miserably when he opened his eyes at dawn. 'What I
can't understand is this stupid need to
celebrate it. I
have nothing to celebrate, and we already threw the party for the
Xentrex takeover.'
He
turned around in his bed and looked at his watch, abandoned on the
bedside table. The golden Rolex shone gloomily as always. 'I should
throw it away,
but I still
can't do it. It's a weakness I have to get rid of,' he thought but
slid it over his wrist in a mechanical movement, averting his eyes
to not read the
inscription “Je
t'aime, R” also
engraved in his heart.
'Any
kind of hesitations and it would have been my head on the pillory and
not his,' he reminded himself as he rolled to one side of his large
bed, lingering for a few minutes more, unable to find the courage to
start his day. 'Ferdinand is right. I'm mad if I still long for the
man who nearly killed me.
'Where
could he be now? Snakes do
know how to hide.
'I swear I will take my time with him.'
Well
aware that he
would not be able
to catch his sleep again, he left the bed, throwing the covers aside,
and walked towards the bathroom to take a shower. 'I'm one year
older, I can let go of training with Holgersen for one day.'
He
dressed but left his jacket on the chair, only putting his vest on.
With energetic and precise moves, he combed his hair and noticed the
few blond strands tangled in the comb. 'I'm losing hair. Great.' His
mood worsened,
he left his
bedroom in a whirlwind.