Chapter 2
April
9th,
2010
Austin
“You will love Siberia, angel.
There is no other place in this earth where you can feel freedom so
much as there.” Constantin turned around in the bed and took the
book, full of pictures, to give it to Guntram. “Take a look by
yourself. The sense of freedom is exhilarating.”
“Were people not sent there
because they were against the czars? Like in Dostoevsky books,”
Guntram asked with a raised eyebrow but accepted the folder muttering
“thank you” before he opened it. “In my old geography book,
Siberia was like a frozen hell.”
“Conditions outside the cities
may be harsh but that was a century ago, and you will not live in a
Gulag. It's a very nice house, away from the city and in the middle
of the taiga forest. Near from the wells I bought five years ago and
rebuilt from zero.”
“Near for a Russian is not the
same than near for an Argentinean and much less for an European,”
Guntram said with a small smile, looking at the pictures in the book
Constantin had given him to familiarize with his new environment.
“Only fifty kilometres.”
“A hundred kilometres in a
day. Far away for Argentineans even.”
Khanty Masyisk Airport |
“Around the corner for a
Russian,” Constantin laughed. “West Siberia is nice in summer and
Khanty Mansiysk is a new, fast growing city built on mining profits.”
“The only problem is the
winter.”
“Not at all, you light a fire
under the car and the engine starts. German cars don't work very well
as they can't stand more than -50ºC. Nothing like a good Kamaz truck
to go everywhere.”
“Is that true?” Guntram
asked in shock, partly convinced that Constantin was pulling his
legs.
“Of course it is, but not
always. The city reminds people to a Scandinavian resort. Contrary to
many cities in Siberia -quickly and carelessly industrialized, and
heavily polluted by now, almost like a Chinese city-, Khanty
Mansiysk's council forbade to have industries in the city. It is
surrounded by a National Park, crossed by river and people call
themselves Ugorians. Winters are not so extreme as you think; the air
has not so much humidity, therefore you don't feel cold so much.”
“Easy to say for a Russian.
Alexei told me that -5º C was Springtime in St. Petersburg. “
“It's the same latitude as St.
Petersburg but that city feels much colder. I lived there for many
years and it was truly cold whereas in Khanty Mansiysk I never had
problems. It's a continental weather, not Arctic. You will like the
house and don't feel the cold at all. There are grouses and pheasants
around and they are nice to watch. Once I saw an Arctic fox looking
for food in the trashcans.”
“An Arctic fox in your
trashcan?”
“They are completely white in
Winter, furry and look like something escaped from a toy store. If
they were in the market, they could beat the panda bears in no time,”
Constantin joked and Guntram laughed as the man looked at him with
adoration. “You look much better now.”
“I feel much better.”
Guntram's laughter stopped. “This is true, Alexander. I was able to
walk fast over the park with Massaiev and didn't feel any chest
oppression or pain. I'm not lying when I say that I'm grateful to
you. I didn't felt like this in a very long time. Since I came to
Europe, in fact.”
“Very well, we inscribe you
for the Biathlon next year or to this training course with reindeer
once you get your “Authentic Siberian Man” title.”
“What?” Guntram chortled.
“It's just one day in the
snow, being hit with a sac and a club and that's all. Businessmen
have to do something when they come to the city. There is a
conference centre and it's very popular in the oil industry with
Lukoil around.”
“I meant the reindeer part.
Are there reindeer around?”
“One of my neighbours has a
farm and rents them to the tourists. Sometimes they invade my lands
and once we found a very large alpha male trying to enter in the
kitchen, but you will not get one, angel. They are smelly and clumsy
animals. I had enough with that one as it was totally drunk from
eating rotten apples.” Constantin watched Guntram smiling at his
description, satisfied that the young man was opening himself more
and more with each passing day.
After his first surgery,
Guntram's general condition had started to improve and he looked much
healthier than he had never seen him before, almost like when he was
eighteen, so full of life and energy and Constantin had fell for him.
'Only a little more and we will be at home, my angel.'
“Our flight is scheduled in
two days,” Constantin announced softly. “Is that all right for
you?”
Guntram looked at him
disoriented. Did he have a choice in the matter? Was this another
trick? “We do as you want, Alexander,” he answered humbly.
“I can delay it for another
day if you want. I saw you looking at this add for a concert in that
place. Do you want to go?”
“Are you serious?”
“Why not? You have fulfilled
your promise to me and I keep mine to you. All I want is a second
chance with you.”
“It's a Spanish group. I guess
I feel a bit homesick too,” Guntram admitted shyly.
“Heavy metal?”
“No, they're quite peaceful.
My Metallica days are over since a long time ago.”
“Then, I can survive it,”
Constantin answered with a smile. “Tell it to Massaiev and we will
flight in four days time then.” Guntram launched himself at his
arms and kissed him deeply and with gratitude, nothing calculated or
restrained.
'Does he really want a second
round? That's a first,' the Russian briefly thought before delicately
turning in the bed so he could be on top of his lover, still lost in
his kisses. 'For some reason, he likes this posture more than any
other.' He heard a soft whimper when he penetrated Guntram but the
boy sought comfort in his arms as the fought against the pain and
Constantin kissed him more deeply, taking his right hand so he
wouldn't feel alone. 'Why is he so afraid of loneliness? Never all
the things Lintorff did ever had any real effect upon Guntram, only
his father's abandon and lies turned him toward me.' He felt the body
under him relax and follow his slow cadence and increased his pace,
enjoying the whispered “Constantin” in his ear as it felt like a
balm for his soul. He felt Guntram coming under him and he couldn't
hold himself any longer, filling him with his essence.
As it was becoming more and more
usual, Guntram buried his face against his chest and huddled himself
against his lover's body before falling once more asleep.
'Only two tickets and he becomes
the sweetest creature I've ever known. I have to let him out of his
cage now and then just to keep him happy and grateful to me,'
Constantin considered as his fingers entangled themselves with the
soft hair he loved so much. 'It's a fortunate coincidence that the
baby will arrive around October, on time for his birthday.'
* * *
Massaiev took a discreet look at
the boy sitting in his coach, deeply engulfed in his book about Isaak
Levitan, oblivious to whatever happened around him. 'He is much
better now, thank heavens. Boss is very pleased with him and he has
not attempted to escape not a single time. Perhaps we can even take
him to Moscow to visit the Tretyakov Gallery. He would like it and
soon it will be a year since we got him. Even Lintorff is giving up
his quest.'
'He looks much better than
before with the dark hair. Good we are going to Siberia or the boss
would have to kill every man around him. Black enhances his eyes and
gives him a mysterious aura.' He leaned against the backrest of his
seat and remembered how upset Guntram had been just at the mention of
getting his hair dyed in black. “Do you want to go out of the house
in the future?” Massaiev had shouted and Guntram nodded looking at
him in fear. “I thought so. You can't go around looking like you
do. A hair colour change is a small price to pay for some freedom.
Siberia can be pretty isolated.”
Guntram
only gulped and nodded. He remained silent all the time as the
coiffeur
prattled about how nice hair he had and that his original light brown
was very nice, but all boys wanted black nowadays. “From an
epidemic of blonds we went into a frenzy for dark Gothics. It will
make you look paler than you are.”
He
didn't open his mouth and let the coiffeur
do his job and trim his hair just a bit to shape it better. Massaiev
watched all the time the silent and absent boy, fearing that they had
suffered an important setback once more.
“Do you want to have tea,
Fedia?” Massaiev asked and the boy looked at him perplexed, leaving
his book aside.
“What time is it?” Guntram
looked through the small window of the jet, noticing that it was
already dark.
“Tea time back in the USA and
dinner in Europe. It's been four hours since you had something and
you didn't finish your dish. Mr. Kuragin's meeting might take a long
time.”
“It's not as if people could
escape from a meeting in plane,” Guntram answered with a soft
smile. “I'm not really hungry and can wait for him.”
“I smuggled some of those
muffins you liked so much. I was expecting you to be somewhat fuzzy.
With lots of tea you can swallow them.”
Guntram laughed and shook his
head slowly. “You still haven't learned to appreciate true
quality.”
“No, they are a public health
hazard. How much grease can be inside them? American people will die
of clogged arteries.”
“That Russian cake is not
better,” he joked and Massaiev felt relieved that yesterday's fight
had been just a tantrum. He pressed the button to call the stewardess
and ordered her to serve tea for them.
* * *
Constantin was pleased with his
meeting with the two American engineers from Pan Energy and perhaps
it was time to run a small test on Guntram's behaviour. “Should we
have dinner? We have been working on this for the past six hours.”
He asked as he rose from the table and both men agreed
enthusiastically.
The Russian walked to his
private living room where Guntram was quietly reading a book and once
more he was surprised for his lover's serene beauty. 'Black is his
colour. How can he tell “I look now like my fucking father”?'
“Come with me Fedia, there are
some people I want you to meet,” Constantin said evenly and Guntram
looked at him surprised. “The two Americans who were working with
me all this time, Fedia,” he repeated the name emphatically and
Guntram's pained eyes fixed on him. “Don't try the puppy tactics.
You know it doesn't work on me, Fedia.”
Guntram sighed and rose from his
chair, leaving the book on the mahogany table next to Massaiev and
brushed the pencil's shards from his beige pullover before he walked
toward Constantin. “What do I have to do?”
“Be nice and speak little. You
know very well what to do,” Constantin warned him and Guntram
nodded, ready to follow him.
“Hi!” A man with a prominent
stomach greeted the young man, extending his right hand.
“How do you do?” Guntram
answered very shyly but shook the stranger's hand and offered his to
the other man sitting across the table.
“I'm Peter Evans and that's my
partner Josh Smithers. Mr. Kuragin offered us a ride to Le Bourget.”
“My name is Fyodor Tarasov, at
your service,” Guntram said almost inaudibly and cast his eyes to
the floor.
“We didn't see you before, but
we heard about you. Was this your first time in Texas? You were out
almost all the time,” Smithers said with a smile. “We thought you
were a ghost,” he added with a chuckle and Constantin mirrored his
laugh.
“I was walking around.”
“There's nothing like Austin.”
“It's a vibrant and modern
city,” Guntram spoke with a soft voice.
“Are you Russian? You don't
speak English with their accent,” Evans said.
“His family was originally
Russian, but Fedia, I mean Fyodor (Fedia is a diminutive), lived all
his life in Uruguay and then in England where I met him,”
Constantin said with a soft smile. “He is an artist.”
“I see,” Evans answered,
quickly understanding the nature of their relationship. 'Not my
problem. Kuragin has lots of money and we need him. Kid seems to be
nice. How old is he? Twenty two?'
“Was this your first visit to
America?” Smithers changed the subject as Guntram sat at the table
next to Constantin. “Did you paint us?” he added with a smile.
“I made several sketches,
sir.”
“I hope you don't portrait us
like cowboys,” Evans joked.
“No, I did not.” Guntram
answered with a nervous smile. “I liked that there were so many
musicians in the street and the lakes.”
“Fyodor was most of the time
in the hospital for a heart surgery and that was his reason to be
there. He's doing much better and will live with me in Khanty
Mansiysk. This is his first time in his ancestors' lands.”
“You'll like it. Nice city. I
was there already three times for business,” Evans commented with a
smile. “Did you live all this time in London?”
“No, in Uruguay,” Guntram
whispered.
“That's right. We met in
London, at Holland Park, where he was drawing during his holidays. I
asked him to stay with me, but he returned to his hometown. It took
me a lot of effort to convince him to come with me. Getting him out
of his beloved land is like a victory for me.”
“Ah! That's why you moved to
that place in Paraguay? Where was it?”
“Do you mean the house in
Bahia Negra? Yes, that's right. I kidnapped him there till he begged
to see people around.” Constantin chuckled and Guntram paled when
he heard the words but the men laughed at the idea finding the
description ludicrous. “It's a very beautiful property of ten
thousand acres, away from everything and where the jungle has not
been touched by men. More than one Nazi had a new life in those
jungles, starting by the infamous Dr. Mengele. We were there since
May or June. Do you remember the date, Fyodor?”
“Beginning of June,
Alexander,” Guntram answered, feeling very sick.
“Fedia is very shy and
dislikes to be around people. A crowd renders him very nervous.
Artists are very temperamental, but he shows great promise according
to some critics who had seen his work. Taking him to Austin for the
surgery was a real diplomatic effort. He feels much better now, don't
you, Fedia?”
“Yes, thank you, Alexander.
This procedure changed my life.”
“I know what you mean. I have
a stent and I feel like a brand new man.” Smithers told Guntram and
he smiled back more nervous than before. 'Jesus, this boy is a
jittery one. He must have been very sick because he's very skinny.
Martha should feed him with one of her pineapple pies.'
“Should we have dinner now?
Smithers you can have the same as Fedia,” Constantin joked and the
large man grimaced in disgust at the idea of hospital food in his
near future.
* * *
Guntram felt a cold hand softly
stroking his face and he opened his eyes to find them locked with
Constantin's dark ones, taking in every little detail in his face.
“Wake up, sleepyhead. We are
about to land in Moscow,” he said with a smile, his hand playing
with the hair.
“Moscow? Were we not going to
Paris?”
“We were already in Paris but
you were soundly asleep and it was four in the morning. Evans and
Smithers left their regards for you. They say you are a nice but very
shy kid. You did very well last night and it wasn't so hard for you.”
“No, it's was all right,”
Guntram mumbled sadly. 'I missed my chance in Paris. Was the food
drugged? Probably. Constantin may be nicer to me but he never lowers
his guard.' “I'll get ready for breakfast or lunch,” he added and
his partner laughed with true delight.
“It's still breakfast. We will
have lunch once we change planes in Moscow. This jet is too big for
the airport, but it's only a two hours flight. We will have a late
lunch at home.” He rose from the bed and left the bedroom.
Guntram saw the outfit laying on
top of the chair and sighed. 'Massaiev probably put me out of the
game with something.' He took it and noticed the pullover was thicker
than the one he had been wearing in Austin and had a turtleneck
collar. The trousers were made of pure wool and he wondered how cold
was really the weather in Siberia.
* * *
April
17th,
2010
Khanty Mansiysk
The smaller jet, a Tupolev 134
landed in the airport and rode directly to park at the farthest
corner of the landing strip as Guntram watched the white cover all
over the buildings and the far away forest. “It's still winter,”
were his first words after four hours.
“The snow is melting away. We
have a very nice weather outside,” Massaiev told him, patting his
hand. 'Not now, Guntram. You have done so well so far.'
“Why did we change planes?
This one is as big as the other.”
“Nonsense, the Airbus is too
delicate to be here. Russian aircraft are designed for this and I
prefer a thousand times one of these planes with a good maintenance
than a fancy European one. We normally use this one,” Constantin
answered dryly, impatient because the ground staff was taking very
long to assemble ramps.
“Winter is almost over and
Springtime is a wonderful season. Summer can be very hot, but you'll
get used to it,” Massaiev told him softly.
“It looks very cold,”
Guntram said, becoming more and more restless in his seat. He watched
the three black cars approaching the parked plane.
“Put on your coat and scarf,
Fedia.” Massaiev softly coaxed Guntram to get him out of his daze.
“Can you not use my name?”
he whispered and noticed that Constantin was already walking away.
“This is your name now, Fedia.
Don't defy Mr. Kuragin for your own sake. You will like in here.”
“I can't do this,” Guntram
said. “I will not remember all these lies.”
“I'm here to help you. Come
now, Mr. Kuragin awaits for you, Fedia.”
Guntram finished to button up
his coat and pulled the collar around his neck before he went the
narrow stairs down, quickening his steps to recover the lost time as
Constantin looked impatient, waiting next to the open door, held by
the chauffeur. His shoes stepped over the soft snow and he closed the
distance to his lover.
“Get inside, Fedia. It's cold
for you,” Constantin ordered and Guntram obeyed, sitting on the
farthest back passenger seat, leaving space for the man.
The door closed behind him and
Constantin told him in French, “All my staff here is Russian and
speak very little English. You know some of the security guards from
before, but most of them are new. You must stay with Massaiev. To my
staff, you are Fyodor Tarasov and my lover since almost a year ago.
Avoid them troubles because of your lack of attention as these people
may well pay for your slips. Is that understood, angel?”
“Yes, Alexander. I have given
you my word as you have given me yours.”
“Then, we have an
understanding. My home is some fifty kilometres away from the city. I
will show it to you next week. You need to get used to the weather
and your new surroundings.”
“Very well, Alexander,”
Guntram answered quietly and looked at the dense forest bordering the
road, feeling the constriction around his throat tighten even more.
'Here he plays local and I'm visitor. You already know who usually
wins the game.'
They drove in eerie silence for
almost an hour before the car passed a large gate to enter in a
private road. Guntram shivered violently and Constantin asked if he
was cold before he embraced and pulled him against his chest to make
him feel warmer, kissing him on the cheek.
“Why are you so nervous? You
will like the house. The staff is very efficient.”
“It's very cold out there.”
The car parked in front of a
large house modern looking house in an L shape and two stores high,
and Constantin released Guntram as waited for the butler to open the
door for him. Guntram followed him and quickly looked at the
servants' faces but he recognised no one.
“Hello, Fedia. How are you
feeling?”
“Dr. Sverdloff. I wasn't
expecting to see you here,” Guntram greeted the physician and
offered his hand. “I'm feeling fine, thank you.”
“I will be here just for two
weeks more, child. Dr. Bolsh will replace me once I have finished to
adjust your medications. I promise to leave you alone today but
tomorrow I will check your condition.”
“Thank you,” Guntram
answered and looked embarrassed at the two old maids, gardener and
butler softly speaking with Constantin in Russian.
“Come inside Fedia. I'll
introduce you to the staff,” Constantin said in English and entered
the house.
Guntram was surprised that the
foyer was almost bare of furniture or artworks, only showing a
painful combination of white walls, floor and some black large vases
with flowers at the entrance. He started to unbutton with great
difficulty his coat as his left had decided not to cooperate at all,
when one of the maids came toward Constantin with a silver tray in
her hands carrying a large ring shaped loaf over an embroidered in
red white napkin, a dish with salt in the interior of the piece. She
whispered something in Russian and bowed her head to him and
Constantin easily tore one of the upper decorations of the bread and
dipped it into the salt briefly and ate the piece.
“Come on, Fedia. It's the
welcome tradition. You have to do the same,” he said gently and
Guntram obeyed, feeling more than ever far away from everything he
knew.
“Thank you,” he said in
English to the woman and blushed, taking two steps backward when she
smiled at him.
“I'll show you around as they
set the table. Will you have lunch with us and Mikhail Petrovich,
doctor?”
“Yes, thank you, Alexander
Petrovich.”
Guntram followed Constantin to
the large living room and was surprised by the high ceilings and
large windows overlooking the forest and he admired once more the
silvery shades in the bark of poplar trees, shinning against the
snow. “In the summer everything is green and the light filtering
through the leaves is very beautiful,” Constantin said very softly.
“It looks almost magical.”
Guntram took another look at the room, only decorated with large
white leather sofas, a large modern chimney and only a large,
intriguing painting on one of the walls. He approached it and
examined very carefully the hypnotic mix of shades of blue, green and
brown and some touches of golden paint, depicting a contorted youth's
torso.
“I'm thinking to hang the
Kandinsky on the other wall but I'm not sure,” Constantin commented
but Guntram didn't hear him.
“What is this?” he asked in
awe, feeling his heart hammer at the painting that looked almost as a
vision.
“A Vrubel. He was Russian and
for me he was a visionary; a cubist before Cubism ever existed. This
one was painted in 1900 and belongs to his series called The Demon,
painted after Lermontov's poem. This figure was recurrent in all his
painting. The stoneware vase over there also belongs to him but it
was made in 1902.”
“It looks more like a mosaic
to me.” Guntram decided after a close examination of the picture.
“Like those Russian Icons but with its colours and shapes in
disorder.”
“His first job was as church
restorer,” Constantin said with a proud smile.
“This is not cubism, he
de-constructs the colours as if they were thrown into a kaleidoscope.
It has an incredible force in its own. Where did you get it?”
“It was not easy believe me,
but it was worth every penny I paid for it. He's my favourite Russian
painter. I believe this one is a preliminary study for The Demon
Fallen. He died of a self caused pneumonia when he realised he was
partly mad and blind from the syphilis. Artists need to live on the
edge and perhaps that's why they transcend our society's
complacency.”
“Do you think I should live on
the edge, too?” Guntram asked in a challenging way.
“Just look at the results.
Before you were very good but a bit namby-pamby sometimes. Now you
start to destroy the figure and push your own limits. Finally, you
have put aside your neurosis to make everything perfect and pleasant.
The world is not a pink cloud like the one you were living in. I'm
well aware that you fight against me when you paint but I don't care
as long as you finally find your true self.”
“More than living on the edge,
you pushed me over the cliff.”
“Yes, but you survived the
fall and came out of the sea, wet but with more energy than before.
That's how we grow. Consider the past year as your baptism of fire.”
Constantin fixed his charcoal eyes into Guntram's and he couldn't
stand the man's glare.
“How can you say you are my
friend if you knowingly hurt me?” Guntram whispered with sadness.
“Friends are not those who
flatter you the whole day long, but those who help you to become
someone and stay beside you no matter the consequences. I love you
and I want that all what was trapped inside you can get out one day
or you will fall into a bottomless pit of self destruction. Tell me
something, can you create if you know that tonight you have a twenty
people dinner or to attend to a snobs party?”
“No,” Guntram whispered.
“Deep inside you, you know
that I'm right and that you have improved and all what you painted
before is worthless compared to what you are creating now.”
Guntram wanted to deny it, but
he couldn't as he knew it was the abhorred truth. He collapsed on the
couch and buried his face in his hands, messing his hairs to vent the
frustration. He rose his face toward Constantin's and his eyes were
red and couldn't find his voice, so he nodded dejectedly.
Constantin crouched in front of
him and took the youth's hands between his. “I do love you, angel.”
he said softly and Guntram nodded again. “I only want the best for
you and you know it. Stay with me and let's talk again in a few
months. My year with you starts now.”
“Yes, it does indeed.”
Guntram's voice was raspy and broken.
* * *
'No more monkeys or greasy
burgers for a long time,' Ivan Trekov thought as he laced his arms
behind his neck to stretch his stiff back. 'Boss should be pleased
with the kid now that he behaves much better than before. Mikhail
Petrovich did a good job with him. I never thought this could be
possible, but here we are. All of us clean and richer than ever
before.'
“Do you want something before
lunch, Ivan?” One of the old maids solicitously asked him, taking
away her attention from the stew she was cooking for the employees'
lunch.
“Women and curiosity are twin
sisters,” he chuckled. “Say what you want to ask, Maria and bring
your friend Olga along so I don't have to repeat the story.”
“Olga and Dimitri are serving
the table,” she pouted.
“I'm not repeating myself and
you will enrich the story.”
“He looks like a little mouse.
Very different to the other two we had two or three years ago,” she
said innocently, hoping to lure the man into talking.
“Aha. When is lunch time for
us?”
“In half an hour. When Mr.
Kuragin has finished.”
“You'll have your answers
then,” he chuckled and she sighed, utterly frustrated and returned
to her chores.
* * *
“Are you tired, angel?”
Constantin asked solicitously and Guntram smiled weakly. “Why don't
you rest for a while? Mikhail Petrovich can show you the forest
later.”
“Yes, thank you. Excuse me,
gentlemen,” Guntram answered before he rose from the table, leaving
his napkin next to the empty cup of tea.
He climbed the stairs up to the
master bedroom where Constantin had clearly told him he was going to
sleep.
In the room, his bag had already
been unpacked and all his belongings hung in his side of the dressing
room. He noticed several winter clothes he had not seen before and
sighed when he touched the heavy fabrics. 'Constantin is the fucking
master here.' He turned around in the white room and shivered from
the cold, remembering how similar his first impression of Konrad's
house had been. 'I was also freezing there and fell asleep. Some
things don't change with me.'
He sat on the bed, terribly
tired and almost falling asleep. He removed his shoes very slowly and
began to undress himself to change into his pyjamas before he slid
under the thick covers.
'What do I do now? I really have
no chances here. This is Constantin's land but he has not abused his
power so far. I know he rules my every move, but he's not imposing
himself unto me. In fact, he improved my health when Konrad never
spoke about this surgery. He told me he released Soren and I hope
he's fine now. Constantin wants me to accept this new life he settled
for me and probably it's for the best. I'm so tired of fighting that
I only want to rest and have my peace.'
'I miss my boys but their faces
are becoming more and more foggy in my memory. Have they changed much
in this year? Do they still remember me? Is Eberhard good to them?
Yes, most probably. He was good with kids. How could Konrad repeat
the same story with him? Couldn't he wait for me? Why should he? I
sent him to hell in Argentina.'
'The Colombian said that he was
looking for me. No, not him. Goran and the Serbs, that's what he
really said. He was afraid of Goran, but he never mentioned Konrad. I
know for certain, Goran wouldn't give up till he would have found my
body. He's a great man and the best friend I ever had. More than a
father or a brother.”
'Does Konrad still love me? I
don't know any longer. I only want to go home, but is there anyone
waiting for me?'
* * *
“The boy went to bed,” the
old butler Dimitri said when he entered in the kitchen to join the
staff for lunch time. The maids were serving the two bodyguards and
the four more who had arrived this morning. “His manners at table
are exquisite, but he's very quiet,” he added.
“He hardly ever speaks,”
Ivan supplied. “Very quiet and shy personality. The only thing he
does is painting the whole day and his stuff looks fine.”
“What's his name? Irina, the
good looking maid who had been holding the loaf, asked while she sat
in front of her soup bowl.
“Fyodor Tarasov.”
“Is he Russian?” Olga in
disbelief. “He speaks only English with the master!”
“Russian family long time ago.
He was born in Uruguay,” Ivan recited the story. “He has been
living with the boss in Paraguay for almost a year.”
“He was very sick when we
brought him in,” another of the men sitting at the large wooden
table added. “But after a heart surgery, something very delicate
and dangerous in the USA, he's doing much better. You should have
seen him before, he couldn't walk more than a kilometre without
fainting and now he can run in the park or walk the whole day.”
“He's really thin.” Maria
observed. “Looks unhealthy, like a bag of bones.”
“That's your job, Maria.
Fatten him up a bit,” the butler laughed. “Like you do with all
of us!”
“Fyodor, though the boss calls
him Fedia, is a nice guy. Will not give you trouble at all and he's
most of the time with Massaiev. He wakes up in the morning, has
breakfast and starts to work. The boss or Massaiev have to shake him
or otherwise he would forget about lunchtime. He reads or stays with
the boss most of the time. Mr. Kuragin likes him very much,” Ivan
explained seriously.
“It would be good for this
poor man to find someone. Mr. Kuragin is always alone or dates these
wild youths, good for nothing, thinking only on drugs or cheating on
him. Poor man, he's such a sensible soul.” Maria said with a firm
voice and one of the bodyguards almost choked with his soup.
Thank Very Much Tionne
ReplyDeleteOh, dear. I dislike Konrad with such passion, that I actually found myself truly cheering for Constantine!!!when and how did that happen?
ReplyDeleteHaha. As much as I find Konrad's and Guntram's relationship dysfunctional, I think Constantin is far worse than Guntram. There was a time when I let myself be fooled by Constantin (during the first volume, mainly) and this is not surprising but the second volume really opened my eyes. However, I may think so because I have already read the whole book.
Delete*I think that C. is far worse than K., sorry for the lapsus.
DeleteI expect Constantin to continue to put Guntram through a lot of shit in the future- he is the main villain in this story after all. But still... Konrad is such an awful character; Constantin at least is not dissilusioned about himself and his activities, while Konrad is so smug and self righteous that I wanna just smack him few times.
DeleteIn concern to Guntram they are both terrible, the difference is that for whatever reason Guntram does love Konrad, if he didn't, Konrad would probably use similar ends to what is Constantin doing in order to keep him. Also, I can't "forgive"(lol, it is getting to personal)Konrad that he didn't want to have children with Guntram; he didn't even let Guntram decide on their names. If you love somebody you would want to have children with that person and not just take care of your business.
I really wish Constantin wouldn't kidnap Guntram when he did, it would be interesting to see if Guntram would have been able to get out of that relationship.
I guess, I will just have to wait and see who is gonna be a worse option in the end. Kinda sad thing to wait for, isn't it?
I agreed with you Caroline...totally off my guard...Though both are snakes but C is one hxll of a two faced joker
ReplyDeleteWait till you guys read OKACIFAT stories. Dxmn..C!
thanks Tionne! great story! looking forward for the next chapters.
ReplyDeleteThank you Tionne! The story is fantastic and captivating! I was completely swept away with it. Please excuse me my awkward English (I’m from Russia) – I just can’t help but thank you personally for this wonderful book of yours.
ReplyDeleteI like dark angsty stories and I’ve read a lot of them. I had even considered myself immune to them till the day I started “The Substitute”. There were chapters so intense I thought I was going to have a nervous breakdown myself. The story somehow hit my soul.
I read book one quite some time ago and on some reason had no idea that there was the 2nd part. I’ve just recently caught up with the story in your blog, and I can’t wait to see a new chapter here. Especially now, when Guntram is in Russia! (Honestly, I hope he will escape Khanty-Mansyisk soon. It’s definitely not a place you’d want to stay in for more than a week.)
maria