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Into the Lion's Den

I'm almost there. Soon, very soon, the new series of adventures will be released. Into the Lion's Den is a novel that takes place in The Substitute universe. It's NOT the follow up from The Substitute; it's different and independent from what perspired in The Substitute.

Into the Lion's Den can be understood as a parallel universe; the famous 'what if?' question we like to toy around. What if Constantin met Guntram before? Would they be happy? What if Konrad saw Guntram when he was already Constantin's lover?

The boys' natures change because they don't face the same circumstances as they did in The Substitute. We have Guntram, Konrad, Constantin, Ferdinand, Oblomov, Friederich and many others (including Stefania!!) playing around, but their reactions and motivations are different.

It's not written as a diary as The Substitute; it's a fictionalized account that uses a diary to give greater emphasis to action. The veil of deceit that was ever present in The Substitute is lifted.

Bad News: The novel is not free of charge as The Substitute and will not be in AdultFanFiction. Only through Lulu press in a paperback edition or as a download.

Why? Because this time I exploited a professional editor (yes, someone who had the courage to go through my many grammar mistakes and fix them) and I need to recover the investment made. Yes, I'm a capitalist pig. I'll try to keep the price as close to my costs as I can. After the wonderful work the editor has done on the manuscript, I can say that there will be no more nerve-breaking “fixings” or “new versions” and it's good English.

As it's a parallel story, it will not be in AdultFanFiction because I don't want to confuse the many who read the story there and are -hopefully- waiting for part two.

WARNINGS:

For the Konrad lovers; Guntram is in a committed and stable relationship with Constantin for more than a third of the book. They will meet eventually, but at the beginning it's just Constantin and Guntram.

For the Constantin lovers: We see all what Guntram failed to realize in The Substitute, all those dark secret things that Konrad was just mentioning but never explaining.

There's sexual, physical and verbal abuse. Nothing too graphic, but those are disturbing and unpleasant subjects

I leave you the first chapter so you can get a better idea. Please, enjoy it.

Chapter 1

September 25^th, 2001

Buenos Aires

“You owe me big time, Vero. Big time.” The light brown, almost blond boy sighed when he saw the big bakery's truck parked at the door, the driver already upset that he was coming in time and not ten minutes earlier as the man would have preferred. “Hi, Mr. Fernández. I'll get it open in two minutes.”

“About time, blondie. Hurry up. I'm freezing out here!” the delivery man scoffed through his chewing gum.

“Just a second. I'll get the alarm off,” Guntram sighed as he unlocked the employee’s entrance and quickly typed the security code. “Ready.”

“Can you give me a hand, boy? My back is giving me troubles today.”

“Yes, no problem.”

“Great. Grab those trays with the croissants and then, the bags with the bread. I'll take care of the cakes,” the man jovially said, glad that Guntram had agreed to do most of his work.

“Don't run away because I have to check the things. Martin counts up to the last piece of bread and charges me if something is missing.”

“Yeah, he's quite an asshole. Believes he's better than the rest of us because he's the super clever manager. Hope they kick him out or at least make him eat his University books.”

“Hey, I go there too. I want to be one of those assholes in the banks,” Guntram joked and picked up a large bag filled with crispy baguettes.

“No way! You couldn't fire your mother like those assholes would.”

“That's because I have no mother.”

“Shit! Sorry kid. I didn't mean it.”

“That's OK. Don't sweat on it. It's been years ago,” Guntram replied softly but sadly smiling. “Nothing left over? I could have breakfast.”

“Some donuts from yesterday. Still tasty and almost fresh. If I would have known it was you today, I would have brought something good along.”

“Last minute change of plans,” Guntram shrugged at the delivery man. “Wait a few minutes and I can get you a coffee to go.”

“No, thanks. I have more deliveries to do. Bye, kid.”

“Good bye. See you in three days!”

Ten minutes to eight, Guntram had the tables ready, the coffee machine cleaned, as the night shift had not done it, the cakes artistically set in the refrigerator—but he preferred that Martina would slice them—the lights on and was waiting for his colleagues and the first customers. One of the waiters, Luis, rushed in, nearly tripping over the chairs, thinking that he was already late.

“Hey, it took me half an hour to put everything in place!” Guntram protested while he was setting the cups on the boards, still hot from the dishwasher.

“Shit!” he cursed, rubbing his pained knee. “Thought the Asshole was here.”

“No, Verónica called in sick last night.”

“And he went to play the gynaecologist?”

“Don't be vulgar. She's a lady.” Guntram growled deeply upset that his co-worker was so rude.

“Fuck Guntram. She's a little vixen like many others around here. Look at you. Two big tears and you're playing the slave for her. Bet she's still getting all the good tips from your side. Welcome to the real life, not the posh school you were going. You have to grow a thicker skin. No one says “please” and “thank you” like you do. A lady? Pleeeeaasee!”

“I'm doing a favour for her. That's the minimum any man would do in any case.”

“Smart up Guntram. From where I come from, you'd better have the dagger out before your neighbour does. You're no longer in St. George's with the mighty princes.”

“Still, it doesn't give you the right to be rude to her.”

“Grow up and get your feet on the ground because none of your fancy friends give a shit about you. You have no money or connections and the best you could get was this job.”

“I think you should better start to work because there is a customer at your table,” Guntram answered back while he set the porcelain cups in the board with more strength than necessary.

The rest of the morning was uneventful, with the exception of Verónica coming to work at 9:30 and telling Guntram that “he was a saint for filling in for her; a real sweet”. She started to get her apron neatly done under his baffled stare as the girl seemed to be in perfectly good health when yesterday night she was coughing like Marguerite Gautier.

“If you would fuck her at least!” Luis whispered when he passed by Guntram's side while the lad was busy organizing his tray and earned a really dirty look from the fair boy.

Verónica saw immediately the strange foreigner that had come twice in a row, always sitting on Guntram's side and leaving very good tips; more than twenty dollars for a twenty-five dollar order. “Guti, can I have the guy over there?” She batted her long eyelashes to add more realism to her plea.

“Sure. I have my hands full with seven grannies having tea at table thirty-four,” Guntram shrugged as he continued to pile cups and small dishes filled with amoretti biscuits over his tray for the aforementioned table.

“Thanks, you're an angel!” She flashed him a smile and went to the foreigner's table swagging her hips.

“Thanks, you're an angel.” Luis imitated her false light voice. “Can you take the trash out for me too?”

“Shut up! I'm trying to work,” he mumbled, cursing softly as he had forgotten if the granny with the green pullover wanted orange or strawberry jam with her toasts.

“On top, she crapped you with the old ladies! That was her table. Those witches don't leave a single cent and drive you nuts. I bet they're retired schoolteachers.”

“Are you finished?”

“Yup”

“Wise ass,” Guntram mumbled again as this was turning out to be a really bad day and he had still six more hours to survive.

The old ladies and the two other businessmen he served didn't trouble him much and when he was back at the counter asking for the bill for table number twenty-eight, Verónica loudly set her tray over the wooden surface.

“Fucking asshole!” she half shouted, her head pointing towards the tall, dark haired man, sitting in his area and looking completely displeased in a rather unnerving way.

“ What's up?”

“After serving him for two days, that asshole decided to speak only fucking French! Already sent me back with my orders twice. I don't understand a fucking word he says. I gave him what he ordered yesterday.”

“Calm down Verónica. I'll ask him what he wants and then you can bring it to him and come back to his good graces.”

“That's a fucking gay, Guntram! That's gross!”

“Verónica, we are in Santa Fé Avenue in case you didn't notice. The largest concentration of them in all Buenos Aires. I have no problems with them as long as they're polite.”

“Good luck with the twerp. You'll need it!”

Guntram gulped as he hated to speak French. His deceased parents had been French and he could speak it as his nanny had been an old French lady who had taught him, but he had forgotten it over the years, mostly because of the sad memories the words brought back to his mind.

“Bonjour Monsieur, Qu'est-ce que vous désirez?” He said very curtly as he was somewhat irked with the way the stranger's dark eyes were looking at him, making him feel vulnerable and exposed.

“Cette sotte que vous avez par collègue m'a aporté du café au lait alors j'avais demandé de l'eau minéral, du thé et deux croissants. Est-ce que vous écrivez le menu en français, mais vous ne parlez pas la langue?”

“Je vous demande pardon. Je vous apporte ce que vous voulez, Monsieur.” Guntram replied trying to look professional but very upset with the man's impoliteness; the customer was always right, but it didn't give him the right to insult people.

“D'accord, mais n'envoyez plus cette petite idiot!”

“Bien sûr, Monsieur,” was Guntram's reply grinding his teeth.

The man didn't miss a single movement from Guntram as he placed the ordered croissants, the teapot, the cup and opened the mineral water to pour it in the glass. The boy felt as if he were making the test for the Michelin Guide as the dark eyes were inquisitive, never missing a wrong move or a mistake, making him very nervous.

“Vous n'êtes pas Français? Vôtre accent pourrait être Français mais vous parlez comme un étudiant de l'Alliance Française.” The man stated.

“Mon père était Francais mais j'habite en Argentine depuis longtemps. Je n'ai jamais été en France.”

“I'm Russian but lived many years in Paris as my mother was an emigrant child from the Revolution. We moved back to Odessa when I turned ten and my father got a position in the Party's committee. If you feel more comfortable, I can speak English.”

“I hope everything is to your liking now, sir. I have to return to work,” Guntram said hurriedly, as the need to escape was very strong and his heart was beating quickly.

“You also speak English very accurately, unlike those waiters here who think that “coffee, tea, marmalade and red wine,” are enough as to write “bilingual” in their resumes.”

“I went to a private school. I have to work. I'm sorry,” the boy blurted out, clutching his tray to escape to the well known safety of the counter and tables filled with old ladies drinking tea.

“Juan, I take five minutes, is that OK?” He asked the cashier who only nodded, as Guntram rushed to the books area, to the Arts Section to take a deep breath and calm down. 'Was this guy hitting on me? It looks like. Nah. I'm not gay and who would be so crazy as to hit on me? Yes Guntram, you're so desirable that you're still a virgin and telling yourself that you're waiting for that “special person in your life,” when in fact no girl ever offered you—or answered to—anything. This year for sure you take home the “Cretin of the Year” Award. Fefo is right. You need to get laid to chase the ghosts away.' Still nervous, Guntram mechanically took out of his pocket a small piece of paper and a pencil, and went over to one of the reading tables where he quickly began to draw the contours of a dog one of the ladies had in a basket. After finishing the sketch, he felt more relaxed and ready to face the remaining part of the day. He made a ball with the paper and threw it into the basket.

* * *

At the end of his shift, Guntram felt very tired and only wanted to come home to get rid of his waiter's uniform, eat something and study a little before going to school from six to eleven. He folded his apron and left it on his shelf before grabbing his old jacket and putting it on, and checking if his keys were there. He greeted the boys from the night shift and walked towards the main entrance, crossing the library area because he always liked to see the old theatre transformed into a vast, well illuminated and filled with thousands of volumes book store. The bar was the former scenario and the book store comprised the foyer and sitting areas. As usual, he briefly stood by the Arts section to look at the impressive book about Leonardo's drawings but the price, seventy-five dollars, was completely out of scale for him.

“One of my favourites, pity they don't auction anything from him,” the Russian said, making Guntram jump in surprise. “Do you like it?”

“Very much. It's so deceptively simple but complex at the same time. You can copy it but you will never master the inner beauty it has,” Guntram whispered, blushing as the man obviously thought that he was a boring dork or a nerd.

“Have you ever been to Italy?”

“Never, it's too far away.”

“It's only a fourteen hour flight, but what you see there remains with you for the rest of your life.”

“It's too far away for my budget, sir. Excuse me.”

“My name is Constantin Ivanovich Repin,” the man introduced himself, cutting Guntram's escape by extending his right hand.

“Guntram de Lisle.” The boy shook the hand shyly but the man kept it long clasped as he looked again into the boy's deep blue eyes, making him blush and look down.

“We do know each other but you don't remember me,” Repin said. “We were introduced at Martina de Alvear's birthday party a few weeks ago. You were with her son,” Guntram looked at him dumbfounded. “The Russian collector? The same who wanted to buy some of your pieces? Didn't your friend tell you about me?”

“There must be a mistake. I sell nothing. I'm no painter.”

“This can't be true! I saw one of your landscapes in Christies' when I was buying some properties there. Luciana Dollenberg sold me several of your drawings when I visited her house, La Candelaria.”

“Sir, I know no Mrs. Luciana Dollenberg, only Juan and Pablo Dollenberg who have a property of that name.”

“Didn't you draw this dog? It's the same hand that made the ones I have at home.”

“How did you get it?”

“You threw it away. A real pity. He looks like the real little pest it is. Coming back to my original question, who's your manager?”

“Manager? I'm no artist! In fact, I don't paint at all. I only draw with pencil and ink and that's a hobby. I don't know who could have told you that I was one. I study Economics.”

“You have a great talent. Bigger than many consecrated artists I've seen or even sponsored.”

“This is a mistake, sir. I'm sorry,” Guntram said and dashed for the door as the man stood there, looking at him.

“Did the dove run away, boss?” A large, mountain size man rumbled in Russian. “Definitively you have no luck at all with this one,” he chuckled, visibly entertained by the show and the bad moment his superior was having.

“No, but my chances are improving, Ivan Ivanovich.”

“Sure, he speaks to you and runs away.”

“He knows I'm after him, now.”

“It won't help you. I bet a thousand dollars that you could flash a million dollars at this one's face and he wouldn't look at you. You'd better try with a colours box.”

“That's why I like him so much and he has to be mine.”

* * *

Guntram was exhausted the next morning as he had been almost unable to sleep with concern. Who was this man and from where had he gotten the idea that he was willing to sell anything? He was only drawing for poor children. Nothing more. He didn't have any of the things artists were supposed to have, like canvases, oil paintings, brushes and all what a long—and expensive—list it could include. My only thing is a box of pencils and some inks left over from Federico's painting set in the school. To make his life harder, his best friend decided to drop by his flat and stay for dinner. At least he had the grace to bring some turnovers to eat along with a salad Guntram had made.

“Federico, today a Russian was at my workplace. He says he knows me from your mother's birthday and wants to buy some paintings from me. Do you know anything about it? The name is Repin.”

“Repin? I know an Oblomov, who's a very rich, heck, filthy rich Russian with some oil, mining and transport companies. He was at my mother's because she was presenting a new law about gold digging in the South, but stay away from him. He's not good at all.”

“Why?”

“Lots of money. In the big league. Billionaire. What could he want from a poor guy like you?”

“Thank you Fefo, Most obliged.”

“The guy is an art collector… Picasso, Miró, Gaugin, and all that shit. My mother is sucking up to him since she met him. I think she's seriously considering spread her legs for him.”

“That ‘shit’? Damn Fefo, I'd kill to see one of those in live. Don't speak about your mother like that.”

“Pumpkin, my mother despises you and I still don't know why you defend her.”

“OK, let's don't talk about Mommy Dear. She gives me the creeps, that's for sure,” Federico seemed to nod and mumbled “likewise” but Guntram would not join him in his self compassion journey. “Fefo, do you know something about him buying my drawings? I'm cash short these days…”

“You don't want to sell to him. That secretary of his is gay, I'm sure, and he wants to buy from you since he saw you at my mother's birthday party. He wants to screw around, Guti. Nothing else. You're no artist! You draw well, but truly boring… besides, you and a Russian? Do you even know how two men fuck?”

“I'm not going to bed with him!” Guntram protested, “I just wanted to know if you knew something about him.”

“Ever been with another boy, Guti? Interested? Should I show you?” Fefo asked blowing kisses towards his long time roommate.

“Leave me alone! Fuck!”

“Well, if you want. Your bed is small but if you go on all fours, we can manage. Girls like it a lot despite their complaints.”

“Fefo, you're disgusting,” Guntram said when the other made a lascivious gesture with his tongue, “I'm having dinner.”

“Come Guntram, show me how you can swallow in one go with the turnover. The stronger you suck, the better.”

“Shut up or get out!”

“It hurts a little when you get a shaft like mine in, but the secret is lots of lubricant, a good previous suck, relaxing and going along with the ride. If you don't like it, which I doubt because once you have tried a superb quality cock as mine, you can say that you're straight. Not before. Wanna give it a try?”

Guntram didn't know how to understand the last sentence as the previous joking tone had disappeared and his friend was looking at him seriously and straight into his blue eyes. He held his breath for a minute as he was truly lost but the idea was ridiculous, so he laughed. “Sure… first tell me where you plan to get the great shaft you spoke about?”

The other feigned an offended look and answered, “In the sex shop. Only the best for you my love, and some leather straps too.”

“And we go to the barn, among the haystacks,” Guntram chuckled.

“You're a pervert!” Fefo said falsely shocked, “besides you get the hay everywhere and in. Not good. I know what I'm speaking about.”

“OK, Fefo, too much information. Go home, now.”

“You don't know what you're missing. One of the best in all Buenos Aires.”

“I can live in blessed ignorance. Now, let's change the subject because my stomach already churns badly.”

“Sure, I'm going on Saturday to Pacha with the guys from the school. Do you want to come with us?”

“Nah, I have to work till 5 p.m. and later study for the mid-term tests. Math is hard.”

“Don't complain. You chose Economics and Social Work at the same time.”

“Yeah, but my money is on Economics; Social Work is more like a hobby. I doubt I could finish that one.”

“I don't know why you waste your time there. It's poor people around! If you finish it, you'll get—with lots of luck—a penniless job for hearing some loser's problems the whole day.”

“They're not losers. Their luck sucks which is a different story. Many want out but they need help or a push, to get out of there.”

“Sure, Mahatma Gandhi.”

“Don't be mean to me. Father Patricio does his best for them and I like to help him.”

“Wait till you run to confess to him and tell him that you have a Russian boyfriend. He's gonna make you eat the censer.” Federico smirked.

“What? I have no boyfriend! Idiot! I was only asking you.”

“Would be good for you. This Oblomov has plenty of money and lots of girls around.”

“Did you just not say he was gay? Or better, you, in your infinite wisdom thought that he was gay?”

“The secretary, that already sounds gay. A tall one, dark eyes, very serious bird, silent like Lurch. That's the one he wants to buy from you. Don't know his name.”

“Repin and he's not that tall. Perhaps 6 feet.”

“That's already much taller than you,” Fefo snorted.

“I'm 5 feet 9!”

“Wow inflationary theory applies to size, midget. You're 5 feet 7. By the way, do you have something to sell?”

“No, nothing,” Guntram confessed very embarrassed as drawing over craft paper couldn't be considered as “selling material”.

“Then, don't worry about him any longer, unless you want something else,” Federico winked under Guntram's disapproving gaze.

* * *

Three days after the first encounter with the “Russian Secretary Collector”, Guntram had totally forgotten the man because he was very busy with his own work and tomorrow was his free day and he expected to visit the slum he used to go since he was fifteen-years-old. Too focused on drying several beer glasses with a towel, he missed Verónica coming to him and hitting the counter fretfully with her small hand.

“Earth to Guntram! The Asshole is back!”

“Which one?”

“The foreigner. That French! He wants you! Can you believe he sent me away? ME?”

“OK, I'll serve him. Can you finish the glasses here?”

“Do I look like the cleaning lady? Martin told you to do it.”

“Exactly. Troublesome customers are your problem today. Not mine. My left wrist is sprained thanks to someone we both know, dropped a full beer crate over it,” Guntram replied rather hotly.

“All right. I'll do it!”

“Thank you.”

“Either you lash them or they are very nasty, Guntram. Keep her under control or next you'll be paying her rent too,” Luis laughed at their exchange, while Guntram was looking for his own tray and apron from under the counter. Verónica gave him the finger before taking the towel and started to dry. “Don't worry, princess, you'll always get one from the Second Division League. Vacheron is too much for you. You're more the “made in China” type of watch.”

“Fuck you!” She roared as Guntram sighed, still not understanding why Luis and Verónica were always fighting for the most stupid things like a customer. He was only two hours from finishing his shift.

“Bonsoir monsieur.”

“Hello Guntram. What happened to your left hand?” Repin asked while his head slightly indicated the elastic bandage around Guntram's wrist.

“Nothing, stupid labour accident. It happens. It's only sprained. Should not move it or carry heavy weights for a week or two. What can I bring you?” He whispered, feeling again very uncomfortable at the close examination he was being subjected to.

“Your hands are your biggest capital. You should take care of them. Have you given some thought to what I told you?”

“I have nothing that could interest you.”

“Don't you paint any longer?”

“Yes, I do but I'm no artist. I draw over old newspapers and craft paper.”

“What I saw were some watercolours.”

“Yes, from my school time, made in the school's paper, long time ago. Good paper of that weight is very expensive.”

“It's a waste and a shame that you do nothing with your talent. Two marchands think that you show great promise.”

“What can I bring you, sir?” Guntram blurted out.

“Straight coffee and water,” the man barked, infuriated that he had been dismissed so rudely.

Several minutes later, Guntram came back with the coffee and served the water, the Russian completely ignored him, busy with a mobile phone. Guntram stood by him.

“It's all right. You can go,” he said absently.

“I'm sorry if I was rude to you. It wasn't my intention, sir. I don't understand why anyone had the courage to sell something from me but if you like it, I can give you some of my drawings, for free of course. They're worthless, really,” Guntram mumbled ashamed and afraid at his own audacity of speaking with a customer.

The Russian left his phone over the table and looked for a long time at the boy, almost fidgeting in his place. “They're very good, no matter what you think. To be honest, the first time I saw them, I thought they were made by a seasoned artist and never by a boy. I take your offer but I insist on paying you.”

“I will be robbing you, sir,” Guntram admitted.

“Then, I'll set the price, if that eases your conscience,” Repin decided and folded his hands over the table, his jacquard jacket slightly rising and showing the white cuffs of his shirt and his watch.

“All right,” The boy mumbled, realising that Luis was not joking when he had said Vacheron. That one was a real one and not a made in Paraguay copy. “If you want we could meet tomorrow as it's my free day so I can give you what I have and you can choose what you like.”

“All right, as it's Saturday I can take you out for dinner.”

“No, that's not good. I can't.”

“All right. Tell me what you would prefer, Guntram,” the Russian chuckled finding the boy's reaction totally adorable as he was blushing and thinking hard for a solution.

“There's another big bar, 50 metres from here. It's called Au Printemps, but the light is not so good. If you want you can pass my flat and check what you like. It would be more comfortable. Are you free tomorrow, so I can select what is not too bad?”

“Of course, tomorrow at 10 a.m.?”

“All right, but I have to leave at 11 p.m, as I have another engagement. I'll write you down my address and phone number.”

“Fine,” Constantin growled as he was very displeased that he was shown to the door before even entering.

“Good afternoon,” a big man rumbled, with the same Russian accent, standing next to Repin but not sitting until the other made a small gesture with his head.

“Guntram, this is Ivan Ivanovich, my right hand. Get him the same,” he only said while the boy ran away to fulfill his order.

“Quite a long chat, boss. Almost there,” Oblomov chuckled.

“I'm there, He invited me to his own home,” He replied under the astonished look of the other man.

“Never would have guessed. He doesn't look the type.”

“To see his work, what a dirty mind you have!”

“Indeed.”

“This one is like a Château Lafite 1771. You have to palate it, smell the cork. If you rush it in your throat, you'd ruin the taste and the incredible feeling. He's exactly what I always wanted to have. The house in London will be perfect for him.”