Chapter
9
“Orion?”
Julian tried the newly learnt name softly, but Koiranos didn't pay
attention to him, too engulfed in his contemplation of the darkness
outside the metro wagon. He had almost fell in a mystic trance when
he had seen the Carrousel du Louvre with its stores and had dragged
Julian to the first convoy he had seen.
“Orion?”
he tried again and gave up as the man showed no interest on him or in
any of the persons in the wagon.
“Are
you hungry?” Orion finally asked after two stations.
“I'm
not Lýkos,” Julian chuckled nervously as the answer was nothing he
would have expected. “I think we might be lost. Next stop is the
end of the line.”
“So?”
“End
stations are normally the poorest areas. I know it, believe me,”
Julian explained him softly, unable to believe what a mama's boy his
boss was if he didn't know something so basic. The three men staring
at them had probably calculate how much money Koiranos had just
because of the expensive clothes he was wearing.
“Therefore?”
Orion asked again.
“It's
not a place you want to walk after dark, especially if it's not your
hood. I think we should return.”
“I've
been in greater battles,” Orion snorted visibly amused. He fixed
his eyes in the three men as they took yellowish shade, like a
predator looking at his next meal. Much to Julian's astonishment, the
men rose from their seats and walked to the next wagon.
“Like
dog, like master,” he whispered and immediately realised his words.
“I'm sorry, sir. Orion.”
“Or
vice versa,” chuckled Orion not offended at all. “Lýkos can be
more ferocious than I ever was,” he remembered dreamingly. “He
never showed any fear or self preservation instinct. His mere sight
made the enemies run away.”
“He
could have been handy when I was in high-school,” Julian said,
thinking that Orion was again exaggerating his pet's abilities. “A
wolf is a wolf and my heart almost stopped the first time I saw him,
but then, he adopted me.”
“He
decided I had not enough qualifications as to be in his service.
Ah, we are here,” he announced and rose from his seat.
“Should
we not take a taxi back home?” Julian grasped for air as he climbed
the stairs up at full speed as Orion walked well ahead him.
“No,
I like this.”
Still
panting from the last run to the departing wagon, Julian sat next to
Koiranos. “Is it your first time in metro?”
“More
or less. In one like this one, yes.”
“You're
really from the provinces,” mumbled Julian.
“I
don't like cities, that's right.”
“What
do you like?”
“Not
many things,” Orion said. “I like my peace; to live in the
countryside, but that gets harder and harder; or to take care of
my... family.”
“Do
you have a family?” Julian asked with eyes wide open.
“Yes,
you and Lýkos.”
“Me?”
“Would
that be a problem?”
“No,”
was the only thing Julian could whisper.
“I
think it is time that we deepen our friendship. You have showed no
repulsion to my touch and I have enjoyed having you near. We should
share the bed on a permanent basis.”
Julian
gaped at him. “I...”
“You
have reached the certain age when you leave childhood behind. Lýkos
likes you and your attitude towards life makes you an ideal companion
for us both.”
“It's
not how I imagined so,” Julian whispered as he looked the grey
formica seats. No candlelights, no eternal love declaration, no
romantic set. Nothing at all.
“How
was that? Tell me. I'm flexible and I think I could accommodate to
your wishes.”
“Let
it. It's already ruined,” he buffed.
Koiranos
let a long buff out. “Perhaps I rushed things over, but from our
night encounters, I concluded that you liked to be in my bed and
lusted after me.”
“I
don't lust after you!” Julian protested. “Perhaps it was in the
beginning. Do you even love me?”
“Love
you? I want that you keep me company for the rest of your life.”
Julian
got lost in the man's eyes. What he had dreaded and desired all these
years was standing right in front of him. Yet the cliff was too deep
and his head spun around.
“Bed?”
was the only thing he could utter.
*
* *
More
nervous than when he had laid down for the first time in the back of
a nameless car, Julian held his breath, contemplating the new yet
oddly familiar bed standing against the wall. He swallowed hard as he
didn't know what to do now as Koiranos had spoken nothing at all,
lost in his own dreams.
Alone
in the master bedroom, the doubts assaulted him once more. Although
Orion had not specifically said that he loved him, this “bed”
meant having sex instead of “keeping the warmth.” In the past,
Julian had been more than ready to engage in a casual sex night, but
now, he was afraid. Somehow, he felt this was not a mere good-time
moment. He felt like he was standing at the threshold of something
bigger than him and the fluttering butterflies in his stomach had
nothing to do with love.
He
was terrified that he would not be good enough for Koiranos.
He
was terrified he would be sent away.
He
was terrified to lose all what he held dear.
The
statue lamp in the form of a Morish dancer didn't give him a clue of
what to do.
He
stood in the middle of the room and waited.
The
large body collided against his chest and Julian felt himself lifted
off the ground and pushed against the cream wall. Hardly recovered
from the shock, he had barely time to open his mouth to receive the
mouth that was fiercely kissing him. Shyly, his arms laced the short,
powerful neck and laid his weight against the giant devouring him.
Two
powerful hands lifted his thighs in the air as they repositioned him
over Orion's hips, his body pressing him further against the wall.
Julian ignored the pain caused by his head hitting the window frame,
joyous that his partner also liked wild sex.
The
boy's legs trapped the man as his manhood humped against the other,
relinquishing in the feeling of the erection beneath his. He moaned
and arched his neck, hoping Orion would kiss him there.
But
Orion nearly dropped him to the floor as he took a step backwards.
Doing his best to recover his lost balance, Julian looked how the man
loosened his trousers and underwear to kick them away from him,
before his hands repeated the same action with his clothes.
“Wait!”
Julian protested as noting was not as he had imagined it, but Orion
ignored him, only focused in squeezing his buttocks brutally and
possessively. “We need a condom,” the boy growled and pushed the
man away.
“Nothing
between us,” Koiranos said with a deep voice Julian had never
heard. “We must feel each other.”
“I've
heard that hundred of times and always said: feel your mother!”
Julian blurted out. “Who knows what you've been doing! And with
who!”
“I'm...
I have no diseases.” A loud snort from Julian made Orion half close
his lids and growl: “It's my way or you go home.”
Julian
was petrified and cowered against the wall. “Say that you want the
gift I'm going to give you,” Koiranos stated closing the distance
between them. “No hesitations or fears.”
Julian
contemplated the man and instinctively knew he was on dark and deep
waters. “What would you give me?” he asked softly, trying to
distract the man, as he looked for a way out.
“My
love and my wisdom,” Orion said and Julian´s heartbeat slowed
down, lulled by the softness in the voice. His memory showed him the
times they had slept together and how delicately Orion had caressed
his hair or checked that he was not cold.
“Take
me,” he said the words very softly. “I trust you,” he added,
putting his small hand on the nape of his lover as Orion's hands
repositioned themselves over his buttocks, languorously caressing
them before he pinched them.
The
searing pain at being penetrated without any preambles made Julian
cry in pain, but Orion didn't pay attention to him. His thrusts were
rhythmic and he only minded to get the right angle so he could
penetrate the youth deeper.
Julian
cried a second time, but Orion ignored him as the hands held him firm
in place, no allowing escape or to stop him. His body squeezed him
against the wall as Julian's only support was the man's hips.
Julian
knew that fighting would be useless as he was much smaller and weaker
than the other. The burning tears falling down his cheeks was the
only sign of his fight and he let the big man rode him in a violent
way.
A
deafening moan in his ear, told him that Orion had ejaculated deep
inside him. Julian pushed the man away, but he didn't move or let his
mate escape from his hold, pressing him against the wall even more.
Julian
stood motionless, spent and in pain, his head resting against the
shoulder of Koiranos.
The
large hand began to pet his hair again and the soft voice he knew
began to speak in his ear in a language he didn't know. The cadence
calmed him down and the pain began to disappear. His arms clutched
stronger the neck and he looked for comfort in the arms of the man
who had hurt him so much. He felt that Orion went down to his knees,
always keeping his legs tangled around his hips and his hands began
to draw soothing circles in his back, over the crumpled shirt.
“You're
very beautiful, Julian,” he heard him saying. “You were very
brave, little one.”
Julian
couldn't find his voice and only took deep breaths. “We are very
fortunate that we found you.” The boy gaped at Orion's grey eyes
unable to understand him, but his next sentence and actions reassured
him that whatever had happened was what the both were looking for.
“We
will be together for a long time, my beloved.” Koiranos said after
he had taken the shaken boy in his arms to put him in his bed,
lovingly covering him with the covers.
*
* *
“Do
you feel better?” Orion asked, slightly shaking Julian's shoulder.
The
boy opened his eyes, feeling exhausted and dazed. He looked around,
momentarily unaware of his surroundings and closed his eyes, unable
to keep them open for longer.
“Why
did you do this?” he asked softly and Orion patted his side with
real tenderness.
“The
first time must be like this. It's a test of your character,”
Koiranos replied softly. “Did I hurt you much?”
Julian
watched at the man and a long list of insults came to his mind, but
he couldn't utter them. “It was rough, but not as much as it was
with another boyfriend of mine.”
“It
will never happen again. I have no reasons to do it. You understand
well the dynamics of our relationship. We have been together for
several years and you are well aware of what is expected of you. I
have caused no permanent damage to you.”
“Swear
that. On what you hold dearest,” Julian said sternly. “Or I
swear, you will never see me again.”
“I
swear on my life that I will never be so brutal with you.”
“Swear
it on your mother,” Julian insisted.
“Would
you swear on your mother's sake?”
“No,
never,” the boy admitted slowly.
“Mine
is dead since a long time so it makes no sense to swear on her
memory. I hold your company in my highest esteem, Julian. I would not
like to loose it.”
“Sometimes,
you speak so funny,” Julian said with a smile as he caressed
Orion's cheek.
“This
is not my mother tongue. Sometimes I get confused,” Orion said as
pulled the boy closer to his chest and Julian returned the embrace,
all grudges forgotten.
*
* *
Being
shaken awake was not the pinnacle of love-making in Julian's romantic
ideology. Normally, his bed partners, included the always in a hurry
Ahmed, would tell him a few love words or place a few hungry kisses
on his lips before taking matters one step further. He was not a
street walker like many others whose names he could accurately list.
Orion
had a different view on the matter. He simply shook Julian awake and
without any preambles, he began to lick the side of the boy's neck,
climbing on top of him as his hands seemed to multiply.
“Can
you not be a little bit more romantic?” Julian complained as he
felt like nothing else but a doll.
“Romantic?”
Orion breathed in his ear and returned to lick his neck with more
enthusiasm than before. “Poetry? Marlowe?”
“Forget
it,” the boy huffed. “At least you tried,” he mumbled with a
certain anger lacing his voice but his annoyance vanished as the
tongue traveled down through his chest. Julian closed his eyes in
bliss, the images of what was going to happen forming inside his
mind.
But
the tongue left his body and two large hands placed themselves around
his hips and turned him around, coaxing him to go on his fours.
Julian's body tensed but the feel of Orion's face softly caressing
his back, relaxed him, falling down into a cloud of lust. The
penetration felt painless and Julian bit his dry lips as the rocking
moves increased their speed and strength of pushes.
Julian
placed all his weight over his palms as his body slightly changed its
position to better feel Orion's moves. The right hand of Orion took
him strongly by the neck as he forced him to keep his head raised in
a perfect alignment with his backbone, while the left one firmly held
him by the hips. Long before he would have wanted, Julian reached his
climax and felt his companion do the same almost immediately.
Spent,
Julian only scooped on the bed as his eyes glimpsed the abandoned on
the bedside table watch strike midnight.
“The
moon is up,” he heard his lover whisper in his ear long time after.
Still dazed, Julian opened his eyes again and meet those of Orion's.
“It's
very late,” he complained. “Tomorrow,” he said in a
conciliatory voice.
“Please,
Julian, wake up,” Orion's deep voice sent shivers along his spine.
The powerfully built man's body, shining under the silver light
filtering through the high ceiling windows ignited his desire and his
smaller hand traveled across the sinewy arm, caressing it.
The
youth watched how Orion laid on the bed as he pulled him over his
hips, letting the boy sit on top of him. Already knowing what was
expected of him, and letting go all what he had considered to be “the
proper way” of making love, he inserted himself over the man's
erected member.
Julian's
gaze got lost on the filtering rays as the pleasure roaming his
inside increased like a wave of heat engulfing his soul. His head
fell to one side as his body pumped the man beneath him. All his body
relaxed as the spots of dust danced in a whirlwind around him.
“Keep
your back straight,” Orion admonished Julian in a sharp tone as his
hand corrected his back's slightly slouched position. Startled,
Julian obeyed, getting once more lost in the pleasure he was
receiving.
Laying
over the broad chest, on the limit of his forces, he contemplated the
man slowly breathing under him. His hand slowly caressed the
contours of a well defined torso, more suitable to a extreme sports
athlete to the man who spent almost the whole day locked up in his
library. Never before, none of his lovers had been so fitted or
beautiful in a manly way and for a second Julian missed the fact that
his former friends were not there so he could had bragged about his
conquest.
Only
for a second.
“Hey,
that was like a bed marathon,” he said and smiled shyly, not
knowing why he was so affected by what they had done.
“It
was hard for me to wait for so long, but we needed to be sure of
you.”
“Of
me?”
“Yes,
of you. Perhaps you wanted to go away or lacked what was needed to
stay here.”
“After
tonight's, the wait was well worth it,” Julian grinned. “A true
biathlon,” he tested a joke. “You look quite fit to be in one.”
“Already
won the gold many years ago,” Orion chuckled and Julian's smile
broadened.
“Yes,
in modesty,” he joked again.
“That's
not an Olympic category.”
Julian
bended with laughter. “You're not what you look like.”
“How
do I look like?”
“Like
someone aloof who wants no contact with anyone else but your dog,”
Julian answered softly.
“That's
true. I dislike ordinary people, but you are no ordinary people.”
“Thank
you,” Julian muttered blushing deeply. “You're quite unique
yourself.”
“One
in my category,” now Orion joked.
“Like
Lýkos.”
“Exactly.”
“I
thought you were like an iceberg and here we are,” sighed Julian.
“One of the best ever.”
“We
are not finished yet, Julian.” The boy gaped at him. “Tomorrow
night,” he stated seriously. “I want you to enjoy it and watch
all what we do. It's most important that you do it. Instinctively,
you know exactly what to do and where you should pay attention. Not
many men can do this. Just follow your instincts and let me do the
rest.”
Julian
only rose an eyebrow and bent his body over Orion's, to place a kiss
on the man's lips. He was surprised the boy had done it, and returned
it with delicacy. “Then, we'll see later,” he winked, happy that
Orion was so playful in bed.
Ahh ! Action ! :)
ReplyDeletePoor Julian ! His first time with his love was a little rough...
Lycos's going to be soo jalous...
miles